I
AM SO FUCKING D O N E
oh i guess i should put the date
4/4/21
YES ITS STILL EASTER BECAUSE RIGHT AFTER I POSTED WEEK TWO MY WINGS DECIDED TO GO "FUCK YOU"
LIKE
I WENT A YEAR. A Y E A R WITHOUT STABBY KNIFE PAIN
AMD IT JUST RETURNS?? RIGHT AFTER I SAY "OH IM GLAD MY WINGS DONT HURT WHEN LAYING ON MY BEAN BAG" LIKE WTF WINGS
i should stop yelling. to be fair the stabby pain isn't as bad as usual, and i can accurately compare it to being stabbed because i HAVE been stabbed and let me tel you it does NOT feel good. but it's not as bad as it was a year ago... yet.
-also! my shoulder blade is sticking out at a weird angle and i completely forgot my shoulder blades moves so i was just like "wow did i dislocate my shoulder or something like l'arma did in math class" but nope i'm all good!
-tried massaging my wings and they're tingling now
4/5/21
-i think fabric is starting to irritate my wings???
-also my wings were aching pretty bad in sculpture class
-i felt like something was missing (my wings obviously) and i haven't felt that feeling since 8th grade
-yoo i managed to meditate for 9 mins! i'm getting better! no pain but a slight ache and itch tho.
4/6/21
-off topic but i got a new birb today! his name is snow
-right wing burning and both aching but more in the inner bart, closer to the spine
-am sick only meditated for 4 min
4/9
-i can see the bigger part of my wing through my shirt!
4/11
-phantom wings maybe??
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Sorry this update doesn't have much, I was pretty busy this week and didn't get a chance to write a lot of the stuff down
~rei
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