Avian Journal 4: Muscle Development

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!

hello, i am updating this to say that apparently my wings are MAKING DECISIONS FOR ME NOW
i havent actually put any effort into wing growth in quite a while, personal reasons.
but, about a week ago, i kept getting this weird painful tingly feeling on the right side of my back.
this kept happening, especially when i would move my art a certain way and my shoulder blade would touch my developing wing socket.
and im like, "hmm, why does my back feel like its getting stabbed by a ton of sewing pins?"
and today, it hit me.
apparently my wings just decided to keep growing without me actually doing anything! which proves my theory! once you start the process and get to a certain point, youll continue getting wings even if you dont do anything, just veeery slowly. so yeah, i think im on to the whole nervous system stage thingy? nerves? help

but like, wow, thanks a LOT wings, now im in PAIN.
all i can hope is that my left wing will hang on a bit longer before it also decides to start hurting.
does this mean i am coming back? im not sure. im in college now, so thats taking up a lot of time, and im not sure if ill be able to find the motivation to continue wing growth anytime soon. but, you know what, if the pains get worse then i may just pick it back up to try and get through this stage faster, apparently its the most painful.

MY GOD I JUST REALIZED. DOES THIS MEAN IM FINALLY OUT OF THE MUSCLE DEVELOPMENT STAGE? OR AT LEAST NEARING THE END?

I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD MAKE MYSELF A CAKE OR SOMETHING TO CELEBRATE. IT ONLY TOOK WHAT, THREE FLOCKING YEARS????

FINALLYYYY

so i may be reconsidering picking this back up. i feel so proud of myselfff (even though i barely put any effort into it, which is why it took me three years.... whoops)

see you maybe soon!!

-Rei