The Unpublished Poems

~i love you...but~

i love you, 

but not enough to fling myself into the same deep waters as you, 

or maybe 

too much, 

what use am i to you if i wear myself out 

trying to fix smoething out of my control 

everything i knew-

i knew before i met you 

i've found a way 

almost 

to stand on my own feet for now

so goodbye,

for now, 

i want to hold on, 

but i'm terrified i'll lose both of us 

we all made promises, 

guess some of us were liars

so much for trust 

i suppose

i love you,

but i'm distancing myself from this one 

💔💔💔💔

kind of based on something that happened before. just-trust and things, how far would you go for someone you care about i guess. written july 28th, 2021. 

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