The day slips away and I want it to slip away
Tired so tired
The effort of trying so hard not to drift away again
Searching for anything and everything
But coming back empty handed
All the things
Everyone places so much importance on
Push them away now
They never could have drawn me away
As it his
Still hollow inside
Survival again
There was good
But now it's shattered on the ground
We go up and down
I'm sick of this unbalance
But nothing fixes it
Forever
It seems
I try to hold on
But it all slips through
The cracks
Nothing
Would fill it all up
So I write this
Not knowing why
Knowing nothing
Wearing myself out
Doing nothing
That fills me
Worse
Worse
Better better
We all just circle around in the end
Or do we?
Growing stronger
Or breaking down, weaker?
Hypnotized
Utterly hypnotized
Not so
Not so
Nothing more
Everything gone
Searching for the next moment to feel alright
The next one,
Not this one
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Just....trying to feel something good I guess.
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