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I got selected in one of the top colleges, a college far away from my house, so I shifted to other town. I thought maybe that way I would be able to forget him.
I slowly adjusted to the new environment, but Jin never left my heart.
It was like his name was engraved on my heart, his face was painted in my mind.
𝑴𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒄 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆
𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒔𝒂𝒅 𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒆
𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈
𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒆
Every moment, reminded me of him, his goofy personality, his lovely laugh.
I just had two to three pictures with him, those were class pictures, we both stood far away from each other but at least we were in the same frame. Everytime I missed him, I saw those photos, it hurt me, but it also made me smile.
'𝑪𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒅𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅
𝒊𝒕'𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏
𝑵𝒐𝒘 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆
𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅
I tried to distract myself by studying, but then it reminded me how Jin used to make weird and funny face while solving sums.
I tried to distract myself by singing, but it reminded me of the way we sang in chorus for school functions.
I tried to distract myself by painting but it reminded me the way he always appreciated my skills.
Everything I tried to distract myself with, ended up reminding me of him.
He was everywhere.
The more I tried to forget him was the more I was falling in love with him.
The way he used to tease me, help me and play around with me, I missed everything.
I missed him.
𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒕'𝒔
𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆, 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒚
𝑵𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂 𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌,
𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆
𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈
𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆
𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅
But I knew if I meet him again, there was no escape from heartbreak.
"He loves her." I whispered as I opened my book trying to concentrate," They both are happy together."
I wiped the tears that rolled down my face and tried to study but I started to write down my feelings instead of studying.
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙬 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙,
𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙨𝙖𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩.
𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜,
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙢𝙮 𝙫𝙤𝙞𝙘𝙚.
𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙖𝙧𝙩,
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛𝙛.
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜
𝙄 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙥𝙨,
𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝
𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙨,
𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙡
𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙨,
𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙙
𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙢𝙩𝙝.
𝘼 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚
𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩.
𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙚𝙮𝙨,
𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙧𝙪𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜,
𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙙
𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙪𝙣𝙡𝙤𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜.
How many more nights do I have to cry for him? For how long did I have to miss him?
𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖
𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐
𝑩𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖
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