5 𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

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𝐿𝑒𝑡 𝑔𝑜 𝑏𝑦 𝐵𝑇𝑆
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Since one year I was living in my hometown, doing a job in a company near my house

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Since one year I was living in my hometown, doing a job in a company near my house.

Again I started to keep myself busy  for a distraction from him. Since we were in contact, and following each other on social media, I used to see Jin's all post, having fun with Sofia, hanging out with her.

𝑯𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔,
𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒃𝒖𝒔𝒚
𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒖𝒍𝒆
𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕
𝑩𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒐𝒇
𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒐𝒐

It was hurting me, I was jealous but I didn't have any right over him. I never did.

I had everything, but not him.

And one day I got invitation, their wedding's invitation.

I cried that night till I drifted off to sleep. I was falling apart, I couldn't bear it, I always saw that coming but now when it was there, it was not easy to believe.

But I decided to go to the wedding, I wanted to move on, I had to move on.

𝑰𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒐
𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔,
𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓
𝑷𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔,
𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒆𝒅
𝑭𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖,
𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒈𝒐

I wanted my heart to witness his wedding so that it won't love him anymore, to make my heart forget the feelings I had for him.

It's time to let go.

It's time to stop hurting myself.

It's time to move on

It's time to be happy

I went to wedding, I tried my best not to be weak, not to shed tears, I didn't want to ruin their most beautiful moment of life.

I watched them as Jin and Sofia said vows, both of their eyes filled with love and affection. They were perfect together, both were in euphoria, they were going to start a new and beautiful life.

𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖,
𝒔𝒐 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒂 𝒔𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒉
𝑭𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏,
𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒃𝒚𝒆

This time I would move on, without giving any false hope to myself, I would bravely embrace my future, I would be happy because Jin was happy, because Sofia was happy.

I went on stage and gave the gift I bought for them, both were happy to see me. After a small talk I exited, first time ever I left him without a heavy and aching heart of mine.

I loved Jin and I respected his choices, his love of life, Sophia.

𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒐
𝑯𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒃𝒚𝒆,
𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒓𝒖𝒏
𝑰'𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒈𝒐
𝑰'𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒈𝒐

𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒐 𝑯𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒃𝒚𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒓𝒖𝒏𝑰'𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝑰'𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒈𝒐

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