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A welcoming smile
but a locked heart.
She had the keys,
She came running,
I just watched your heart unlocking.
You saw me as a friend,
When I saw you more than that.
She was like a loud song,
you couldn't hear my voice.
She was like...
He gestured me to sit on his couch and he went in kitchen. Soon he came with a glass of water.
"Thanks." I mumbled as I drank the water, I was actually thirsty.
He kept avoiding my gaze, also he looked like he was doing some work. My gaze shifted to the dining table where few red ribbons were kept, scissors, glitter and a small box which was already wrapped.
I took a sharp breathe, he loved someone.
The reason I came running to him at that hour of time, because tomorrow would be Valentine's Day.
I at least wanted to confess my feelings before he accepts anyone's else proposal but turns out that he was planning to propose someone.
"Namjoon." I called him," It's okay if you don't feel the same towards me. That's understandable."
He slowly looked up at me, his eyes held emotions, I couldn't put a finger on.
"I just wanted to confess you." I bit my lower lip," Thanks for always caring for me and making me happy."
He kept staring me but didn't say a word which was making me uncomfortable a bit.
"Sorry for disturbing you at late night." I got up and turned towards the door," I would always be grateful for having you in my life. You have no idea, how much happiness you brought to me. Thank you so much."
It was painful for me with every step I took towards door, he didn't say anything, he didn't stop me.
It was hard for me to leave him, I wanted to hug him and tell him how much he meant to me.
He meant more than Jin to me.
Namjoon made me feel special, he sometimes changed his schedule for spending time with me. He reflected the affection I gave him. I didn't change myself for being with him neither did he.
We both were comfortable being our true self with each other. He made me feel like a family.
He made me feel home.
It was more heartbreaking to know we can't be together because I felt more attachment towards him than I ever did with Jin.
I was absolutely stupid not to realize those feelings earlier!
Maybe things could have been different if I had confess to him earlier.
A tear rolled down my cheek as I was about to twist the knob to head out but suddenly I was grabbed by my wrist before I was turned around to face him.
He gently pushed me against the door before capturing my lips with his.
