Dawsey: Raising a Family Part 1

Chapter 373

Jay's POV: After driving Erin home, I sighed as I took a few breaths since I blew up at her in the truck. That was wrong and I wanted to apologize. Setting the food down on the counter, I went to let Champ off his leach before looking at him. "Go lay down bud." He agreed and nodded before going to walk away to lay down on his bed. Meanwhile, I turned around to look at Erin as she closed the door to our apartment, locking it. "Hey, can we talk." Erin then looked at me and nodded as she walked up to me. "Listen, I'm sorry for blowing up on you like that. It was wrong."

Erin nodded when I said that before going to walk up to me. Wrapping her arms around my waist, she nodded and agreed with me. "Jay, it was also a little scary. I don't know if I have ever seen you that way before. I hate to say this but...I was a little worried. Jay, talk to me." I nodded when she said that. "It's just...I feel like last time around, I mean when we first started dating...Hank had such a huge presence in our dating relationship and the decisions we made. Erin, you are not just my girlfriend now...you are my wife. Hank is not my wife...you are."

I then went to rub her arms and sighed. "Erin, I'm sorry about that okay." Erin nodded when I said that. "Listen, can you just put the food on some plates? Then we can go sit on the couch together." I nodded and agreed with her before going to kiss her softly. "You know I love you right?" Erin nodded and smiled as she held me in her arms. I then went to kiss her forehead and whispered to her. "I promise Erin, I am never going to loose my temper like that around the twins if that's what you're worried about." Erin sighed and nodded, hating to admit it.

"Listen, let's go sit down together and we can talk?" Erin agreed with me when I said that before watching as I went to put our food on some plates. Grabbing the drinks for us, Erin walked away to the couch so that we couch sit together. Smiling at her because she looked comfortable, I went to join her and looked at Champ. "Go lay down on your bed. You do not eat our lunch." He agreed and nodded, going to lay down. Meanwhile, I went to wrap my arm around Erin when I felt her move into my lap. Looking up into her eyes, I smiled as I felt her hand on my face.

Kissing me softly, Erin wrapped her arm around my neck and just held me close. "I am sorry okay? I know you got mad and I understand why. You are right babe. Hank has no place making any decisions for us and I promise not to let him make decisions for us...we are going to make the right decisions for us and the twins on our own." I smiled when she said that. "Thank you for understanding where I am coming from Erin. I just don't want to be judged by your dad when it comes to parenting decisions. And don't say anything because you know he will judge me."

Erin nodded when I said that before going to move her hand to my chest and kissing me again. "But something he is never going to judge you on is how good you are in bed. That's my job." I nodded and smiled when she said that. I then went to grab the food and smiled at her. "Let's eat and then we are going to go get in bed okay? I want to hold you close and just run my hands all over this gorgeous body. Maybe even all over your baby bump." Erin nodded when I said that before going to kiss me softly one last time before grabbing her food so that we could eat.