Natasha Romanoff One-Shots

~ 180 ~

"I promise ill be back soon, its just 2 weeks" Your girlfriend whispered as you clung to her chest burying your face in the crook of her neck

"Promise?" You mumbled unable to move otherwise you knew you would cry

"Promise"

"Don't get hurt" You said letting your feet touch the ground

"I won't"

Day 1

Nat left yesterday, getting up wasn't the same. The bed sheets were cold and there was no goodmorning kisses or hugs just the cold air brushing against your leg from the window you left open last night. Most of the day you were in bed, only leaving to grab snacks, Listen to the coms radio and tell anyone who was outside your door to piss off

1 Week

Hoodies became your only item of clothing quickly more specifically Nats hoodies that and tracksuit bottoms. She'd been gone a week and slowly you'd come to just never leaving your room being around other people without her even the thought terrified you, even though you'd know the avengers for years now it wasn't the same without the comforting red head stood at your side.

1 Week 6 days

Nat was due back tommorow, you ran down the halls of the compound for thr first time in a week sliding round the corners listening to your music. You slid into the main room where the radio com was, you were met by concerned faces and sympathetic looks

"What is it? Why do you guys look so sad?" You asked taking your headphones out

"Y/n you might wanna sit down" Tony said looking down at the table

"Nat um-" Steve began as you slid down into the chair tucking your knees into your chest

"Were is she Steve" You asked your eyes glazing over with the tears you didn't want to let fall

"We lost coms y/n, im sorry" Wanda spoke up pulling you into a hug. Sobs left your body as it collapsed into Wanda's unable to hold yourself up anymore. You frantically shook your head getting up and slamming the chair behind you into the nearest wall

"No..No... This is some joke, please" You begged falling to the floor clutching your chest, Bucky pulled you into a hug stroking your hair gently just like Nat would do when you cried

"Shhh Doll its okay, i promise we'll find her" Bucky had been like a big brother to you ever since you met him, you both came from the same Hydra base so spent a lot of time together.

A month later

You were no better. Everyday the team tried to make you feel better but nothing worked, life wasn't the same without Natasha waking you up everyday with her warm embrace holding you and her delicate soft kisses planting all over your face. Bucky and Wanda spent all the time they could with you trying to improve your mood wether that was Wanda teaching you how to cook or Bucky playing on the xbox with you (Eventhough he had no clue what he was doing) but everytime it would end the same, you crying because you wanted Nat back. She had to be out there somewhere she could really be... dead

3 Months

Still no upadates were made but you still checked the coms every day trying to get a response from the missing russian assasin. You begged Tony every day to try and find her but he had given up, so had most of the team she'd been gone for 122 days now, 4 months. Wanda and Bucky had began to give up ut they couldn't tell you that it would destroy you even more

6 Months

180 exactly. No com updates, no quinjet return, no phone calls. Was she really gone? You layed staring at your ceiling in the same position you had been in for the past 3 weeks. The team were worried about you but whenever they attempted to make contact with you it was shut down quicker than Steve could run. No emotions showed on your face anymore and the months of crying had finally caught up to you the red puffyness of your eyes showed it.

Black bags hung under your eyes from the sleepness nights and your clothes basically hung off your body but you didn't care anymore, she was gone. Nothing caught your attention anymore but today was the day you would try change things it had been 6 months since the last com update so you just had to accept it.

You stood up out of bed and changed the hoodie you were wearing then replaced the overside tracksuit bottoms with black leggins before tying your hair up in a messy bun. You pulled your hood up to cover the bag under your eyes from the rest of the team and headed downstairs for breakfast but no one was there.

You checked your phone for the first time in months

7am

It was breakfast but no one was around. You shrugged it off and grabbed a bowl filling it with cerial and milk before sitting on the counter slowly eating your way through the bowl. A small draft blew through the building caught your attention. Who in the hell left the damn blacony door open all night. You walked over to the door wich looked out across the lush grassland of the compound you stepped out for a couple of minutes breathing in the fresh air on NYC (as fresh and NYC can get). That was until something caught your eyes. The quinjet...

You marched down to the front door of the compound disgarding your bowl of cereal in the elevator and moving as quick as possible

"Ah y/n we were just coming to-" Tony began but you were quick to cut him off with a slap across the face

"Where the hell is she" You shouted catching everyone elses attention. Your hands were shaking as you looked across all of the other avengers faces

"Y/n?" A voice called out from the back. Natasha

You looked at her in disbelief she stepped towards you but you were quick to take a step back

"No..No....No" You mumbled staring into her green pooly eyes

"Y/n baby" She moved closer as you moved back once again

"You..You left" You point a shakey finger at her, your eyes begin to burns as no more tears can form from your months of crying

"Im so so sorry" She slowly moves closer to you and takes your shaky hands in hers tracing small patterns across your knuckles and delicatley planting kisses on them

"We lost communications across Russia and had some trouble getting back" You looked into her eyes trying to read her for lies. She promised you two weeks

"Y/n please say something" She asked placing her left hand on your cheek running her thumb across the bone

"I waited for you" Was the only words that left your mouth

"I waited for 180 days Natsha" You breathed out tigthening the grip on her hand

"Im sorry y/n" You closed your eyes slowly breathing in deeply to try and stop the stinging pain

"Can i do something?" Nat asked while drawing a small cirlce across your left knuckle. You nodded your head slowly as Nats arms embraced around your waist pushing her face into your chest. A small smile appeared on your face as you slowly wrapped your arms around her kneck and pulled her into you

"I missed you" She mumbled into your hoodie looking up slowly to meet your y/c/e (Your coloured eyes) with her now teary green ones

"I missed you too Nat" You lips locked with natsha's plump pink ones, fitting together like two jigsaw pieces. 180 days you waited for this moment