Trigger warning: contains reference of sexual abuse, PTSD
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Oct 4 | 11:44PM
Gagong Jarvis Babe Saw your story
Kayla Veronica 👍
Gagong Jarvis The one you deleted after a few minutes The one where you were typing in bed
Kayla Veronica Ah K I had change of mood about sharing it
Gagong Jarvis Saw the meds on your bedside table
Kayla Veronica Stalker 🙄
Gagong Jarvis Hahaha Observacious lang
Kayla Veronica Wag ka mag invent ng word
Gagong Jarvis Observant at babelicious Observacious 😎
Kayla Veronica Minsan ang sarap mong tadyakan
Gagong Jarvis Binibigay ko na address ko para mabully mo ako Ayaw mo tanggapin
Seen 11:48PM
Gagong Jarvis But seriously Are you okay kayla Those meds They're for depression and anxiety right
Kayla Veronica Guess you're really observacious 🙄
Gagong Jarvis Are you in pain?
Kayla Veronica Not really It's my default emotion anyway so I no longer mind
Gagong Jarvis Babe
Kayla Veronica How do you do it? How can you manage to be like a sun when you came from a dark place
Gagong Jarvis Do you wanna talk about it Makikinig ako
Kayla Veronica I don't talk about things When I voice them out they become more real I'm okay
Gagong Jarvis I know you're not Don't act like you are
Seen 11:52PM
Oct 5 |02:05AM
Kayla Veronica Do you know why I write jarvis? I write for my younger self I'm trying to parent her because she's living inside of me She didn't grow up right and she's in pain
Kalya Veronica You know my dad He died when i was ten years old Then my mom married a stranger years later This stranger He's a monster jarvis I was thirteen when he started doing things to me He's scary
Kayla Veronica And you know I tried to tell my mom about the monster But she didn't believe me She chose him over me So I run away from home until my father's sister took me in
Kayla Veronica I told her everything Then the next thing I knew they were police Court hearings I was forced to relive things He was imprisoned But mom She hated me for it She said I ruined my family
Kayla Veronica I'm an adult now But that kid in me she never really heal you know So I'm trying to heal her, to parent her through my writing And shit like meds and therapy
Kayla Veronica Isn't it shitty That we need these things to feel normal Cause something snapped inside of us Because the people we loved the most didn't chose us
Gagong Jarvis I'll choose you Even if I'm no one to you I'll choose you kayla I'll believe in everything you'd say
Kayla Veronica Oh You're still awake
Gagong Jarvis Hinihintay kita
Kayla Veronica And you're getting better at being serious
Gagong Jarvis I'm serious
Kayla Veronica Funny how we're so different yet broken beyond repair But you know If you try to fix broken things you'll end up being cut with the shards
Gagong Jarvis I'm not planning to You're doing well on your own I'm just gonna be here cheering for you
Kayla Veronica Jarvis
Gagong Jarvis Yeah?
Kayla Veronica I hate you You know that?
Gagong Jarvis Luh? Pero ang ganda na ng mga sinabi ko 🥺
Kayla Veronica Exactly Don't get me used to your assurance I will hate you when you leave
Gagong Jarvis Pero hindi ako aalis
Kayla Veronica Do you think we'll be talking like this for a long time? We're just both here to pass time
Gagong Jarvis Are you scared then? For all of this to end
Kayla Veronica I'm not
Gagong Jarvis Hahaha Nag assume lang ako
Seen 02:13AM
Gagong Jarvis I know you're not scared But I'll stay as long as you need me
Seen 02:13AM
Gagong Jarvis Are you asleep?
Gagong Jarvis Goodnight kayla Matulog ka nang mahimbing
