I want it that way - Sabrina Quesada&Cooper Noriega

7. We are gone

Pov.Sab
If someone would say a month ago that I would be sitting on the beach at a beautiful sunset that was breathtaking in the company of a boy who totally broke my heart some time ago, I would laugh this person in the face. But it was exactly like that at the moment. Quinton Griggs was at my side, and we both sat in complete silence, staring at the view ahead.

- You wanted to talk about something, and I don't have much time, so please be quick.- I said suddenly, quite dryly, but the truth is that so far I could only be like that to him

- I wanted to talk about us, Sab. - he began calmly, shifting his currently quite mysterious gaze to me, and I felt that I felt unpleasant chills run over my whole body

- We are gone. Am I. You are. But not together.- I corrected him immediately, feeling a damn unpleasant feeling in my stomach, at his words, which, let's not hide, that after what he did to me, they were really brave

- But this "together" can come back.- he continued, placing one hand behind him and leaning against it

- No way. - I snorted, embarrassed, still trying to avoid his insistent gaze

- You say that because you already have someone? - he asked suddenly

- No, I don't have anyone, I'm single. - I announced, with a little sadness, because I don't hide that sometimes I miss closeness, although on the other hand I am afraid to get involved in something again, because I am afraid that someone will break my heart again and I will suffer

- Then who is the boy who used to come here sometimes in such a black car? - he asked, and in my head there was an answer immediately and at the same time the moment when I slept in the guest room, cuddled up to Cooper after he saved me from rape came back to me

- This is my.. classmate. - the truth is that I was not quite able to define who this mysterious teenager is for me, we were not close to each other in any way, but we occasionally saw each other by accident, and the atmosphere was different then

- He's been here a lot lately. - The boy said, which surprised me a bit because I don't remember Cooper visiting me often

- He must have come to Nessa, who lives with me. They have been friends for many years. Coming back to the topic, I'm never going to come back to you, because I will never, ever be able to forgive you for what you did to me. I loved you with all my heart. I gave you all of myself, being sure that you are for me. You were everything to me. I was then ready to do literally anything for you, meanwhile you cheated on me with some sluts while I was waiting for you at home longing and I couldn't wait to hug you, having no idea that this body had been touched by someone a moment ago different. - at that moment I exploded, at last I could honestly tell him what I thought about it all, what I felt, finally I felt free from these terrible feelings

- I'm so sorry about that. It was really the biggest mistake of my life and I damn it every day! - There was remorse in his voice, regret, and his hands began to shake a little

- Too late now, Quinton. What has been will never come back. It is mainly about my respect for you. - I gasped, then stood up, straightening my pants, then glanced at him. - I don't think I have anything else to tell you. Bye, Quinton.

At this point, I no longer listened to his further words to me. I started walking towards the exit from the beach, feeling completely free at last. Telling the truth, confessions, are damn important and this situation of mine is a good example of that. All this time I was choking how I felt because of this boy, I kept all emotions inside me, until now when he finally found out how much he hurt me.

A slight breeze was blowing, wiggling the locks of my hair. I was walking down a nice park alley, surrounded by beautiful trees. I felt the inner peace I needed so badly. This was one of my favorite routes to my home. I always went when I needed to be a little alone and think about a few things. I needed that moment now. Alone with myself and my feelings. Unfortunately, this moment did not last too long, because after lifting my head, I saw Amelie walking in front of her, wearing headphones and listening probably to the songs of her favorite singer Olivia Rodrigo. Her eyes turned to me, and a charming, sincere smile appeared on her lovely face, then she walked faster to me and hugged me tightly.