diary,
i
i texted him
about like
10 messages in 3 seconds
'hey
wanna
come
over
to
my
dorm
404
and
spend
time
together
if you're
up for it'
i mean its pretty late but I'm
needy
and
h
he read them already
and ..
HELL YEA
he's
coming over
having replied a simple 'oh sure I'll be there in 10-20!"
even if it's just that simple it
was genuinely fine
and it made me really happy
i just hope he doesn't get in trouble for
whatever
i kept writing him small messages about how excited i am and how i wanna hold him and just
feel his touch and stuff
that cheesy shit y'know
i mean can you blame me he's
really
like
a dream
genuinely www
wow
he's just
sigh I'm so happy to be with him, genuinely
i turned on some
music
nothing loud or
annoying since
i don't like loud songs either, i feel the pain of early sleepers just because i am sleep deprived and easily wake up
so anyways i
kept waiting until i heard
footsteps
coming down the hall
up the stairs to
my dorm
and
then
a strong yet quiet knock
it's him
very surely
i opened the door eagerly to be met face to face with
..you guessed it, JAYYY!!
i kissed him, which he lovingly accepted
i invited him in, telling him the usual "make yourself at home" stuff
and then i just
stood there
asking him what he wanted to do
because i have no idea/srs
