Adopted

I Was The One Who Cared After All

Its been about a week.

I've been locked in my room not talking. Sonny has been taking care of everything.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

This is who you are. You're a murderer. You killed a person who had a life. He was loved by other people. Sonny didn't deserved to get beat. I did.

I screamed. It was so hard to deal with the fact that I killed someone.I sat on the floor crying. I started to do something that I never done before.I stood up And started banging my head on the wall. It made me feel a bit better. Maybe its a sign of stress or sadness.

I sat down again and put my head down. It wasn't long until Sonny came in. He sat down next to me and hugged me.

He didn't say anything I was just in his arms. I felt bad. Sonny had to deal with my crap.

Then on single question popped up in my mind.

If I killed a man, does that mean I could kill father?

I tried to get that thought out of my mind but it kept coming back.

Maybe I still care for him though.....I was the one who cared after all, I mean, no one else cared for him.

Ever.

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This is a stupid chapter. LOL

XxxxMikeyxxxX