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Part 9

                                 Demi POV
They stood there blood dripping down their arm. I grabbed the blade although I didn't fail to wonder where they got a hold of it and threw it away. Or otherwise known as down the toilet. I then ran back to Silas and began to clean them up. Halfway through I sighed Silas looked confused but shook it off. When I had wrapped their arm we walked back out to the living room.Silas looked at me and immediately broke down.  They started crying in my arms so I just let them. Until they had calm down. Silas just laid with me for a while. They sat up and sat farther away from me after a little bit. "Silas? Why?" They looked at me "same reason as when you asked me in Texas" I nodded. They were numb basically. I felt so bad for them. After sitting for probably an hour I said "Hey, mom mentioned you liked to skate board. There's a good skatepark a couple blocks over. Wanna go?" Silas's face brightened and they nodded. "Shit I don't have my board" Silas said "alright let's buy you one" I said quickly. I had money to spare and I remembered how much Silas enjoyed getting their boards. We left the house after making sure Batman was ok. We walked to the store ignoring paps no matter how hard it was and eventually we got there. "Hey Ray I brought a friend today!" I said loudly looking for the man who was my friend that also worked here. "Sup Demi who's this? Also you here to shop for what's her name Uh Sierra right? Your younger sister?" I shook my head "this is Silas my younger sibling and nah we are here to shop for them today" I said. Ray nodded and took Silas off to look at boards or something. I started thinking. If Silas doesn't get better what am I going to do? Send them to Timberline Knolls? Their so fucking young I can't. I don't know. I promised mom and Eddie I would help Silas but what if I can't? What if I let them die in my arms. I started hyperventilating. Calming down slightly I sent a message to Marissa telling her to come to the skate shop because I needed to leave. Probably sent her into a panic but that's all I could think of to say. Marissa got there quickly and saw my face "hey hey calm down breath Dem breath" I calmed down in like 20 minutes and Marissa asked "what's wrong and why are you at the skate shop?" "Mar, I got panicky because Silas has the same issues I did. They self harm and have an eating disorder. I don't know." I said saying Silas without remembering Silas wasn't out and Marissa especially didn't know. "Silas? Who?" I sighed really Silas would most likely kill me for this but I'm going to do it anyway. "Sierra. Recently they kinda came out to me as nb so yeah" Marissa smiled and nodded. "I'm gonna stick around for today" I shook my head "you really don't have to Mar you know that" she shook her head as I pretty much knew she would. "I'm staying regardless. Where you two heading next?" She asked me "the skate park down the block" I said looking to see Silas and Ray checking out the board. "Ok I'm coming with you two" Marissa told me before Silas came over "Hey Dem. I got my board and why the fuck did Marissa spawn here" "hey, I know I see it looks pretty neat. Marissa is here because I called her" I didn't bother to explain why and Silas knew that. "Sup Si" Marissa said once she finished laughing at the way Silas said why is Marissa here. We all got into the same car for some apparent reason. I drove to the place and when we got there Silas immediately took off which I didn't mind and Marissa didn't really either. Mar and I sat down and began talking "so when did you find out? About everything?" "I saw Silas with a razor head in their hand trying to hide it and yeah they willingly told me about the Ed tho" Marissa nodded "why did you get so panicky?" "I started thinking what if she doesn't get any better. Hell you know how it goes when I'm alone with my thoughts" I said chuckling and Marissa did as well. We left the skate park that day and when we got home Marissa decided to sleep with me and I made Silas sleep with me because I didn't really trust them to be alone.
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Hey sorry chapters take so so long. Timberline Knolls or no? And how old is Marissa? I only know of her from other fanfics so...I don't know anything about her. Suggestions pls! Also if u have a suggestion and haven't seen it I'll most likely do it I just and probably saving it for deeper in the book. Any cover designs r welcome as well. Send them to me here via messages tho. That's it share the book vote comments so I know ur there etc.
-Max