The One I Used to Love

Chapter 9

|Lucius's pov|

I had a meeting with Dumbledore today

And I see y/n being comforted by Remus lupin as they sit on the ground

And he was stroking her hair and whispering in her ear as she was having a panic attack I believe it's called that

I don't know why I felt angry inside, I really shouldn't care at all

I should feel happy she's having a bad day

But some feelings of something we're trying to make themselves known

I just walk by them not giving them a second glance but almost stop when I hear y/n say

"My parents should still be alive, they shouldn't have died." She said and I just kept walking, it was like I wanted to say something but I didn't know what

Whatever spell I cast on myself is loosening and I have no clue what it is, or why I cast it still

|Later|

Once his meeting ended he passed by you again this time you were in your office resting in your chair

"Hello, Professor." Lucius says and you lookup

"What do you want." You ask not in the mood to fight with him again

"I just wanted to say next time you have a mental breakdown do it in your own classroom, my son could have seen it." Lucius says and you frown at him

"Well I'm sorry my parents death takes a mental toll on me still." You say and Lucius watched as Remus walks over to you not wearing a shirt and he hands you some tea

Lucius was shocked as he guessed completely wrong on what's going on with you and Remus, which your panic attack got so bad you threw up on remus, so he took you to your classroom made you tea and got out of his shirt you threw up on

"Thanks Rem." You say and Remus nods

"Look just rest ok?" He says as he then walks over to Lucius and talks with him

Saying you're tired and need to rest

'I don't know why I feel angry thinking of Remus and y/n together, what in my memories did I hide from myself?'