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3: I'm sorry

I can't hear that song cos it reminds me of you
I can't watch that show cos it reminds me of you
Cut off all my friends cos they remind me of you
Everywhere and everything reminds me of you

- Remind me of you
The kid laori ft juice world

•••

I sighed as I got out of the car.
"I can't believe this." I whisper feeling betrayed.
"Oh come on Pipes. It's not that bad. You could just apologize for punching him, and-"
"Do you know what he said?" I snapped cutting him short.

He was silent for some time.
"Exactly. That's what I thought." I replied, getting out and walking into the party.

•
"Wait!"

I turned around slowly.
I was face to face with Jay.
"I'm sorry," he said.
"Look-" I started, but he cut me off.
"I heard t-that you went to Anger management. I'm sorry I used what you told me against you."

I started to whimper, tears trailing on my face.

He came to hold me but I moved away.

"You had the chance to hold me before, you just lost it," I said before stamping away.

:::

The night was uneventful to say the least.

I woke up to the pounding of my head and my eyes were hot and heavy.

I got out of bed realising the contents of the last night meal.

I stood up, checking the time in my phone.

1:46

I scoffed taking in my appearance.

Finding some courage, I go down the stairs, taking things to clean my puke.
I find Mandie and Rufus laughing about something on the couch.
Jayden and Candy sitting side by side involving in a conversation.

I looked at Rufus who caught my gaze, I wrinkled my nose, staring at him in disbelief.

"Why do we have visitors and I don't know?"

He sighed, pleading with me with his eyes telling me to drop it.
"Look, Mandie wanted to come over-"
"Oh! Mandie?!" I replied looking at him wide eyed
"She's 3 now right?"

"No! I just wanted to come see you," Mandie said from where she was seated.

I smiled at her.

"That's so sweet hun." I diverted my eyes back to Rufus.
"And what is Jayden doing here?"

Jay cleared his throat looking at me.
"My mother insisted I be here,"
I gave him a look of distaste.
"And Candy?"

"I tagged along. Is it a crime to follow my boyfriend? Jealous much?" Candy asked, a tinge of amusement in her eyes.
"Oh darling, I would hang you off a moon and handpick all the hair on your body. Didn't your boyfriend tell you? He is not welcome here,"

Candy laughed.
"Why? Cos he left your sorry ass?"
I took slow, steps to her, never stopping till I was right Infront of her.

"No. Because we both knew I could kill anyone I hated. He managed to get on my hate list. So I broke up with him, to save his life, and plus he was a good time only boyfriend. He didn't want to get involved with any criminal. Be careful, else I may add you to my hate list. You should know what that means, I hope you love the smell of blood,"

I turned walking towards the door, before I turned to Rufus.
"Way to go brother. You really had my back. That was so loving of you. Thanks, the betrayal felt awesome." I told him with a cold expression.

••

I just finished my assignment, and I sat on my bed painting my nails.

The door opened as Daya jumped on my bed.

"What are you doing here?" I asked looking up from my nails.
"Wow. I'm happy to see you too, and I'm fine, really, there's nothing for you to worry about. Thanks for asking,"

"Your welcome hun!"

•••
  
    "What's up sweetie?" I heard Josey asked, a kind smile on her face.

I love this girl

I nod my head in the direction of Jay and Candy.

"I just can't believe I'm not over him. For more than a year. For more than a year,"

She stared at him for a long time, her eyes studying him.

This was why I loved Joselyn Rogers.

She was the most down to earth amongst us, she was the most observant.

She knew our weak points and our strengths.

She was awesome. She is awesome.

•

I was in Josey's purple walls, painting a picture of I and Jay before we ended.
I know it looks pathetic, but when I start painting, my mind takes over and I don't what's happening anymore.

I started painting long,long before I discovered that it was Jayden I was painting.

I stared at it as Josey put her hand around my shoulder.

"It's beautiful. Look you even got his dimple. His birthday is next week, you could give him. Maybe if you become his friend, he may realise that he was good for you,"

I scoff.
"Okay! You were good for him. More than good," She corrected a grin on her face.

"That's more like it."

"Now can you paint a picture of I and Philis? "
"Everything depends on the cash!"

She threw a pillow at me but I doge it.

What cheerleading thought me about dodging.

You know, when a chick looses her shit at you, and throws her shoe.

"You pathetic fraud of a best friend!!" She shrieks as I laugh.
"But you know I'm a broke chick!"

I chuckled as I sat beside her on the bed.

"You have no idea how pathetic I could be, Joselyn,"

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So sorry for the late update.

Wattpad thought it was cool to log me out of my account, and then after the stress of logining in, they freaking deleted my first draft.

It wasn't funny, I was frustrated but I had to wre-write for you guys.

I love you guys.

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