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Warning: Self -harm included <3
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Next day
I stretched my arms as I walked into the last period of the day. Ring! Finally school is over, such a long day. I got up as I heard someone call my name. I saw the boy who pushed me a several days ago.
"You look familiar."
"Seriously, I look "familiar", more like you pushed me in the hallway."
"No, I've met you before. Not in school."
"Well I haven't met you outside of school and right now I'm going to leave this classroom so get out of my way." I remarked as I looked into his eyes and walked away.
Wait. Wait a minute. Those eyes are so familiar. A bit too familiar too. I squeezed my eyes together, trying to find the memory of when I saw those exact same eyes. I shivered. It sent cold air down my spine. Oh my god! I can't remember.
I opened my eyes to see two pairs of hands waving at me.
"Hello, you alright."
"Yea, what- wait what do you want again," I said, annoyed.
"I literally called you three times, you weren't responding so i was kind of worried. Anyways, i feel like i met you last night some-"
"I don't care and stop following me. Bye~" I interrupted.
"Please," he held onto my wrists, "I'm serious about this."
I twisted my wrists as his stinky hands let go. "What did I say again, I said I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. Now LEAVE ME ALONE." I shouted at the top of my throat, water forming in my eye.
I ran. Ran faster than a cheetah. In the cold air. I didn't care. I didn't even know why I was crying. Pain was taking over me, the monsters are coming back. Oh gosh. Please no. Not at this time. I smacked myself as thoughts of darkness appeared in me. My eyes were filled with dark pools of fear.
"Oh FUCKING STOP!" I cried.
My whole body shivered. My hands were like ice. I pulled my hair as I screamed.
"AHHHHHH!"
Oh- my- "Shit shit ahhh it hurts." It felt like a roller coaster as I looped over and over again. I was falling. Falling too deep.
Suddenly i heard a voice.
"Why the hell are you screaming. Oh my god, are you ok, are you ok."
"Who are you?" I whispered, no voice able to come out of me.
"Chenle, please tell me you're ok," he wrapped his arms around me.
"I'm- i'm having a panic attack, please help."
The warmth soothed me as I fell into his embrace. My heart melted into the warmth as I calmed down instantly.
"Hey, hey," he shook me gently, "did you hear me?"
My eyes fluttered open. His eyes were soft and black, like a soft pillow.
"Oh shit. It happened again. Sorry." I ran out of his embrace, a bit embarrassed actually.
Disappeared. Gone. It was almost as if god planned this.
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hiii hope y'all enjoyed :). sorry in advance if this chapter is kinda negative. anyways check out the playlist for 'black hearts' on spotify.
