Despair Vmin (Sequel of Hope)

Chapter 11

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love"

Taehyung lays jimin down on his bed his body curled up feeling cold missing the warmth of taehyung's body, taehyung covered him with a blanket blocking the cold, he snuggles into the pillow feeling comfortable in the scent of taehyung that was spreading in his bed and sheets

He took out the velvet box from his blazer's pocket, taking out a cigarette from the box he lights up the cigarette with the violet-colored velvet lighter matching with his cigarette box he let a puff of smoke out in the air staring at the angel sleeping in his bed who he almost ruined by his anger and jealousy

He walks out of the room he couldn't bear spending any more moments with him and not being selfish to want him back in his arms closer to his heart, how he wishes for things to go back the way they were before when he used to live with his jimin happily, and see him smile every day, get to hold him kissed him sweetly he misses every moment he spent with him

His eyes started filling with tears as he dropped down on the floor letting out painful sobs the spirit standing feets away from him couldn't help but approach the crying boy and hug him to calm him down "why they always make us meet again when they are gonna snatch him back from me?" He shouted in sobs hugging the cold spirit but he couldn't careless

"Why do I always end up hurting him I want him to be happy but I can't see him with someone else..... it's supposed to be me holding him making him smile not anyone" Felix pets his back feeling sympathetic towards the pair "you didn't hurt him intentionally, and mistakes happen... sometimes we let our emotions take control, and then shit happens"

Felix tries to calm taehyung down that seems to work when his sobs slow down but he was still crying, he mutters out in between his cries "did I do the wrong thing? but I had no choice, they hurt him and I couldn't take that" Felix was still comforting him but of course, he's confused as well, "you know I tried everything I could but that's just what I had to do for him, in preventing to save him I have to let him go"

"He always said I saved him but he was the one who saved me and cured my soul of the darkness washing all my sins away introducing me to the brightness of love, we were so happy everything was going soo good I was planning to purpose him and having a grand wedding...." He let out a chuckled thinking about how many plans he made for their grand wedding

"But everything changed that night... It all started from that fucking night......"

Two years ago

"Ji-min..... do-n't" taehyung moved his head sideways, clenching the sheets in his sweaty palms as his whole body was shaking, jimin opened his eyes because of the voices taehyung was making in his sleep he turned around to look at his lover "tae" he cupped his face trying to wake him from his sleep

Taehyung groaned in pain tears started falling down from his closed eyes "tae baby!!" jimin shook his body a little knowing he's probably having a nightmare "leave...me" taehyung cried out again jimin shook his body but with more force this time but he looks in his deep sleep

"Taehyung!!" Jimin started getting panic taehyung never slept like that he was a very light sleeper when nothing seems to work jimin raised his shaking hand slapped him across his face with all force, taehyung's eyes wide opened inhaling deep breaths he raised his upper body and hugged jimin tightly resting his chin on jimin's shoulder

His arms were tightly wrapped around jimin's body like a shield that will protect him from anything that want to harm him "Sorry" jimin mumbled in the hug taehyung nodded his head breaking the hug and connecting their lips kissing him with so much affection that jimin felt like he will die from the feeling he felt in that kiss