💀Guessing💀

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You say you love me
But it's fake.
I can't stop thinking about you
And I hate it.
You deeply hurt me
And I return.
For some dumb reason
I can't stop.
Loving you is a curse
When can I break free.
You know how I feel, I've told you
But you don't care.
Everything isn't for me anymore
So I should just disappear.
Away from this world, gone forever
A shred of hope, to be left alone.
You pull me back, close so tightly
A fish to the hook.
You don't love me, do you?
But you say you do.
You keep me guessing
Again and again.
It hurts
I'm sure you know.
But you say that you hurt me
And I can't help but say wrong.
For all I can do is comfort
But I can't cope.
I'm your servant
I'll get over it.
I'm sure that everything will get better
I say that every time.
The full repeat of my soul being
If only I could disappear.
To just seize from existence
And stop guessing.
I'm always guessing
Every day.
I'm a grain of sand
One of many.
I have no real value
To you, or to anyone.
I hope you can get on better with whoever
Because it won't be me.
I sure know it won't be me
But that's all a guess.

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