the pain stopped

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After the funeral i went home I had cried for hours and hours upon days it wouldn't stop

I went to see a therapist I have had enough

I went to the therapist and I was waiting for half an hour cause I got there early

When I went in and started telling them about what happend in my life I was balling my eyes out I couldn't stop I need to take a break

When it was all done I went out to a feild near my house and laid down and looked up

When I looked up I saw my mam and my boyfriend Sean I asked them "does it hurt"I then heard a voice in my head "no it doesn't hurt but it only hurts when you think of what you have done to others

As I walked away I headed to Sean's house I looked around went into his room and I was talking to him

I could really feel that he was there.

I walked to the nearest river me and Sean would always go there and I was looking down in the water and I saw myself and I said"it's time isn't it" all I was thinking was Sean and my mam like they were both going to jump in with me

As I took of my clothes I couldn't down 3......2......1 I ran and jumped into the water I was in I looked up and saw the sun the birds and heaven

I knew it was the time so I closed my eyes and it all got better

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 16, 2022 ⏰

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