●nagito angst oneshots●

why did you leave..

MAJOR SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!:

MAJOR SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!:

Things had been get worse at Jabberwock Island, the place felt empty with all the people dead. My only friend was Nagito Komeada, I noticed he had very low self esteem so I wanted to help with that. But that unfortunately failed! It now way to late to fix him..

I walked in the restaurant and Hajime seemed to be staring off into space, he had a very concerned expression on his face. "Hey, Hajime umm..are you feeling okay?" I tapped him on his shoulder. "No not really,  I'm still trying to figure out where Nagito could've hid that bomb!"he explained, I sighed and pulled a chair next to him. "Ughh!!!  I'm just really worried!" He complained as he put a hand on his forehead."I know I am too, but we can figure it out if we all try to think" I smiled putting a hand on his shoulder, truly I wasn't very sure if we could actually get out of this place but I just tried to bring everybody's hopes up!

When I left the restaurant I thought to myself, I was in somewhat deep thinking trying to find out where Nagito could've hid the bomb. I tried looking around the island to analyze places that could be good for hiding bombs but I eventually gave up and went back to the restaurant.

"Ahh, you are just in time!" Sonia smiled, I gave her a quick smile and sat down near the others, they had already been discussing about the bomb. "Hmm... maybe we could check that ancient ruin" Chiaki thought, "Yes, but don't we have to use a password" Sonia pitched in "There is a gun near the door, I'm guessing if we don't get the password right that damn gun will shoot us" Fuyhiko grumbled. "What about that castle, we haven't went inside there yet!" Hajime added. After discussing we eventually went to Nezumi Castle and discovered a few things. We were still hopeless and couldn't find to much information that actually supports us!

A few days later we got a new island and investigated around the new island, I was walking around and sat down on a rock to rest from moving around so much. I sighed and thought about Nagito, "I really miss him, I wish I was more helpful. He has been hiding these past few days for so long I want to see him again" I teared up at the thought of it. During the past trials I stuck up for Nagito and we were both always good friends. Over time I began to feel something more around him. But I knew he wasn't very healthy and is probably too insane to worry about a person like me. I stood up and tried to find the others and found them around a door."what's going o-"

"Huh it's not opening!!!" Akane said turning the door knob aggressively.
Akane tried open the door but nothing happened, the door didn't budge.
"I just gotta use a little more force!!!" Akane smiled mischievously "Now what happened to opening it slowly" Fuyuhiko yelled. Akane kicked to door open.

"AHHHHHHH!!!!" Kazuichi screamed dramatically, behind the door had been very dark but all of us prepared ourselves for what might be awaiting.

We approached the door immediately seeing flames everywhere, everybody began to panic, Sonia mentioned fire extinguishing supplies in the break room. Everyone followed along but I was to much in shock to move, why would Nagito do this I thought...I didn't think he would cause this much. My heart beat grew faster I began to slightly tremble, I stared at the flames thinking about times Nagito and me spent together. " I didn't know he would do this" I whispered to myself.

The others cames back distinguishing the blazing fire. After throwing the red tubes the fire didn't seem to stop, everyone panicked hoping the fire wouldn't inflame the ceiling. Suddenly the sprinklers turned on and the fire began to slow down and stop.

I was relieved that the fire finally stopped, it seemed this was some type 9f warehouse. There was lots of boxes everywhere but most of the things in there were covered in ash, I noticed everyone seemed to be staring around the place so I decided to help them! Hajime looked pretty stressed and sighed constantly, honestly everyone looked pretty worn out from everything that we been doing for whatever days we've been here. I noticed a black curtain in the back of the warehouse, the curtain was ripped up and had dust all over it probably from the fire.
Since I was getting bored of the front of the warehouse I decided to investigate the back of the warehouse.

I slowly walked in...

My flinched at the view I saw, my eyes widened. I trembled in fear I felt a cold air brushing onto my skin! I backed slowly away and felt like falling down, I was traumatized to see my friend laying down dead, in such a brutal way. Tears streamed down my eyes as I stared at him with empty eyes. Nagito was dead...it was all real, this isn't a dream, I fell down to my knees and stared at the floor unaware of what I was doing. I got myself up,  feeling dizzy, I approached Hajime in a panicked way "HAJIME!!". "W-what!" He noticed me crying and trembling. I ran to the curtain as Hajime followed me "What's wro-", "oh.."

He ran to others alerting everyone about the situation. They immediately ran up to the back of the warehouse, I felt very sick and many emotions. I tried to calm myself down but I felt even worse! My vision became blurry I nearly fell down until Chiaki held me up and handed me a water bottle she got from the restaurant. "Hey everything is going to be fine okay!" She said in a reassuring tone. I took small sips of the water bottle she sat me down on the floor and comforted me. I didn't help too much but I thanked her for helping me and she nodded getting up from the floor.

After investigating

When we went to the trial room it felt like hours. I tried to speak but nothing would come out I was feeling numb. The others tried speaking to me but I just shrugged it off and said I had no answer! I surprisingly didn't get accused due to my quietness, once we got more in the trial many people accused Chiaki of killing Nagito. I stood up for her an finally spoke, "There is no way it's Chiaki!! I refuse to believe it!!!" I yelled "Then who else would it be" Fuyuhiko added
"I mean you don't really have any proof, you have been silent this entire time!" Kazuichi scratched his head "There can't be, Chiaki is innocent!!!" Sonia fought back on Kazuichi. Chiaki sighed"Im sorry guys!" "What would you need to be sorry for?" Hajime asked with a puzzled look on his face
"I didn't kill Nagito! But you are right about one thing!" She spoke softly "No Chiaki!!" Sonia cried "I am the traitor, I am sorry!" She smiled

No, please none of this is true. Why Chiaki, why why why WHY. The voting began before i could even process anything. All of us watched Chiaki get executed! I no longer felt the need to be surprised and scared over the executions, this is how I was gonna live...

At your cottage....

I Plopped down on my bed and I cried silently, I had lost many people, many people hated me, they hurt me but Nagito was the only one that helped me through this island. He ended up being not what I expected but I didn't care I didn't want him to go!!  "Why did he leave me alone!" I knew he had other reasons to kill himself other than me and he wasn't selfish for it, but I can't do this myself!! I no longer have support...Chiaki was always nice to me too, I wasn't best friends with her but she was always comforting and sweet,  but now she died along! "Why did I go to this horrible place!!"I didn't want it to be like this, I thought "No..no please"
I mumbled, I cried on the spot and stared at the floor..