The boys by my side

Ladies night Changes

We all decide on a quick dinner option.. Subway. Sometimes you just need a sandwich.

" So what do you have to say about a non traditional relationship Mae?" Wen

" It's fun.. but I still feel super guilty when I am alone. I get in my head and think way to much.. girls seriously how can I keep this up? I am taking suggestions.." me

" Enjoy it! If I had two incredible men that loved me .. damn I would be naked all the time waiting for Penetration.." Ji

" Omg! Your disgusting... but same!" Ava
They give each other a high five. I roll my eyes.

" Come on I am seriously in a tight place.." me

The girls all
Look at each other and laugh. I make a face at them.

" Ok... bad choice in words but.. one day this is going to break my heart or their hearts ... right now things are good but think about this .. I live with Namjoon his mom thinks we are getting married one day.. what about Suga? Sorry your my side hoe?" Me

" Is he your side hoe?" Ava

" No but I live with Namjoon.. It's not the same with Suga.. it feels different." Me

" So talk to him.. or them .." Wen

" Maybe this is better left unsaid.. feelings could get hurt ..jealously.. could get ugly quick." Ji

" I still think I should get away .. no men .. just think about everything..school break is soon.. I could go be by myself and ... slowly go insane " me

" Good idea.. " Ava

" I could shave my head and see who sticks around.." me

" Better option... they change their hair all the time I never know what Jimin will Look like.. kind of exciting.." Ji

" If Jin shaved his head would you still like him?" Ava

" Hmm... of course.. He would still be Jin" Wen

" Changing your hair is not the answer.. but if you want to , then you should!" Ji

" Let's go Karaoke! I want to lose my voice!" Wen

We all get up and throw away out trash. I get a text on my phone.

Hey .. what are you doing tonight?- Jay

Out with my friends- me

Oh.. ok.. my friend is having a party thought you might want to go with Ava- me

What friend?- me

Remember the man you meet at the airport? - Jay

Yep- me

Him .. - Jay

Let me get back to you- me

" Girls .. Do you know Jay Park?" Me

Wen wipes her head at me and her eyes go wide.

" I do! He is a naughty singer.. Hot as Fuck!" Wen

" Wen Po Moon! Language.." Ji

" ok .. here look for yourself." Wen

She gets her phone out and shows Ji.

" I will allow the language.. wow! Sometimes I wonder why I grew up in the USA.. maybe my mom knew I would be go crazy with the hotness displayed here!" Ji

We laugh.

" Well he invited us to a party .. we don't have to go.." me

"No we should.. I need to network." Wen

" Ok is that code for fangirl and drool?" Me

" You know me to well... " Wen

" Are you all sure? It is a ladies night... supposed to be No guys.." me

" Who the hell cares? It's Jay Park! Texting you?!" Wen

I text him back saying yes and asking for details.

" How did that even happen? How did you meet him?" Ji

" I meet him at the airport on the way to Japan .. we went to. BTS concert and flew back in the same flight.." me

" Also Suga and Namjoon almost got in a fight with him... so there's that!" Ava

" Oh, shit! I forgot..." me

" Maybe this is a a Bad idea? " wen

" No.. he only likes Korean girls so Ava and I are safe.. but you two might be in trouble.." me

Ji winks and laughs. Wen looks scared.  We grab a cab and head to the party.

Change of plans going to a party- me

Who's party- Suga

Ok Taecyeon-me

Why can't it be a girl- Suga

Why can't you be a girl- me

🤨 - Suga

Security will follow you into the party- Namjoon

Have fun.. be careful... don't drink- Namjoon

So don't have fun... ok- me

Exactly- Suga

Rude- me

We arrive at the party. It's at record label
Building. So I guess that's better than someone house? We walk up to the door and security stops us.

" Miss Mae Lee? " security

" Yes? That's me" I point to myself

" You may go in " security

" How did you know it was me?" Me

The girls all nod.

" I got a very detailed description.." he looks nervous

"Oh.. really? What did Mr. Park say?" Me

" Well.. I would rather not say.. nothing bad I promise.." security

" Fine.." I turn to Ava

" It was probably just describing you hair and face" Ava

" It better be.." me

" Have you heard his music? " Wen

"Some .. it's not love songs " me

" It's... different from the Korea music you have heard..." Wen

"I have heard it.. I like it but the videos some
Are really risky for here." Ava

" Let's just go and have fun.. i will try to stay calm and not embarrass you with my fan girl drool fest" Wen

" Please don't hold back that's the main reason I wanted to come here" me

We all laugh as we walk into a room of beautiful people. I see Jay Park. He raises his glass and nods at me. I wave . I look over at Wen and her eyes are saucers. This will be fun!