So, well, I've got dreams.
A lot of them.
But the problem is they're just dreams. I don't work hard or anything.
And this year, I have destroyed every single exam and have gotten disastrous marks (after studying for just the day before, so imagine what I can do if I really try-).
Now- I'm probably behind my peers but it's never too late, they say. I'm just gonna give up on school and studying, and sit and do questions.
I have a bad logic of "I'll learn if I just do the question" coupled with "All that matters is the end result, right?" which gives rise to my ideology of working for the last exam next year-
Which isn't gonna help me this academic year either-
BUT MAYBE. I shall now proceed to put all the hope on my dad's words, he said I can get 80% right by just doing the questions provided I don't memorize the answer key after doing it once (in the aforementioned exam, just to be clear). I'm also relying on this technique because 6th grade me and before ones too got gold or bronze medals in Olympiads (I never got silver).
I just need a good enough college. T_T So that I won't have to repeat the suffering for another year, and also, so that I can escape-
Anyway, new years' resolutions never work so I'm ditching that and doing this on 5th December.
Which might also not work but let's see~
Also, I might improvise upon my studying techniques!
P.S. I might just keep on adding Miku pictures everywhere-
Also no copyright. You can go ahead and copy this book. You're gonna get nothing out of it.
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Asha's Book of Desparation
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