Chemistry.
Barely got anything done. Studied a bit so that I wouldn't lose all my hard work just like that. I knew this was coming, by the way, so even if I do one question I'll still consider it. It's the small things that add up.
I guess I've been questioning a lot of things. Like, relationships I share with friends and family. And how I want to hug a non-existent character through the screen. How I wish I had known the producer before he passed away.
I think I'm also starting to believe more in my gut than I'd like to. Rather than being a confidence booster, it's making me doubt the value of friendships. I've been a loner for so long that I just can't accept getting too close anymore.
I'm glad I'm trying to reach a conclusion (that's me trusting in me again). Wouldn't want to carry it on and ruin the next year.
No one really gets me and I don't get anyone.
And I'm cool with that.
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