First Love Or True Love (Completed)

Chapter 42: Last Goodbye

Next morning...

Sidharth woke up from sleep. He sat up and hold his head. His head was dizzy. It was the reaction of alcohol. Sidharth stood up and went to the washroom. He washed his face, wiped it with a towel and looked at the mirror. He tried to remember everything that happened last night.

"Shit man! Kaal main bohut weak par gaya tha Shehnaaz ke samne. Aaj uski shaadi hai. She is going to start a new life. I have to be strong now. Mujhe apne dil aur dimaag se usko nikaal dena hoga. That will be good for both of us." Sidharth said in his mind.

Suddenly someone entered his room. Sidharth came out of the washroom saying, "Kaun h?...."

Sidharth suddenly stopped seeing the person standing in front of him.

"Surprise! I'm sure you didn't expect me." Sonia said while flipping her hair.

Sonia was the last person whom he wished to see ever. "You? Kisne aane diya tumhe?" Sidharth asked angrily.

"Tumhare ghar ke servants ne. Hopefully tumhare family members ne mujhe nahi dekha. Warna main toh yaaha aa hi nahi paati."

"What do you want Sonia? Kyu aayi ho yaaha?"

"Of course main tumhare liye aayi hoon. Tumhara haal chaal puchne, as a well-wisher."

"Well-wisher?"

Sidharth laughed.

"Main sach keh rahi hoon. You know what, I felt really bad after hearing about you and Shehnaaz. Waise jo bhi ho yeh Shehnaaz toh bohut tez nikli. Pehle tumhe faasa ke apna kaam haasil kar liya aur phir Rohit ke milte hi tumhe yun fek diya. So bad!"

"Don't you dare to say anything about her. Aur tumhe kya lagta hai? Shehnaaz mujhe chhod ke chali gayi iska matlab main tumhe apni zindagi mein wapas jagah dunga? Aisa kabhi nahi hoga."

Sonia started laughing.

"Really Sidharth? Tumhe lagta hai main yaaha tumhe wapas paane aayi hoon? Of course not. Main apni life mein bohut khush hoon. Let me clear you, main yaaha tamasha dekhne aayi hoon. Tumhe Shehnaaz ke liye rote hue dekhne aayi hoon. Aaj tumhare saath bhi wahi ho raha hai jo tumne mere saath kiya tha. Tumne mujhe shaadi ke mandap pe chhoda tha, Shehnaaz ne tumhe engagement ke din chhod diya. By the way I'm really happy. Lekin ek baat, agar uss din tumne mujhse shaadi kar li hoti toh aaj yeh din dekhna nahi padhta. After all I really loved you."

"Pyaar ki baat tum toh naa hi karo. Shehnaaz ne toh mujhe kisi aur ki khushi ke liye chhod diya. Lekin tumne? Tumne toh mujhe apni khushi ke liye, apne selfishness ke liye chhod diya tha. Aur uske baad bhi tumne kabhi mujhse pyaar nahi kiya, main bas tumhari zidd tha. Tum jaisi ladki na kabhi kisi se pyaar kar hi nahi sakti. Tum sirf khud se pyaar karti ho. Aur dusri taraf Shehnaaz, agar woh apne khushiyon ke baare mein sochti na, toh woh mujhe choose karti. But she sacrificed her love only for someone's happiness. Tum chah kar bhi kabhi Shehnaaz jaisi nahi ban sakti. She has the purest soul and that's why I love her."

Sonia had nothing much to say.

"Jo bhi ho uski shaadi toh ho rahi hai. Mujhe mera pyaar nahi mila isliye tumhe bhi nahi milega. By the way I'm leaving. I don't want to waste my time here." Sonia said and left from there.

"Maine aaj jo bhi Sonia se kaha, woh main khud kyu nahi samajh paa raha tha? Main bekaar mein Shehnaaz ko blame kar raha tha. It's not her fault. Mujhe ek last baar uss se milna hoga. Maine bohut bura bhala kaha hai usse. Phir bhi kaal raat jab main drunk tha, she came for me. I want to let her know ki main uske baare mein galat nahi sochta, I don't hate her. Aur phir maine proper tarike se usse goodbye bhi toh nahi bola." Sidharth said in her mind.
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