My Step-Brother Owns Me [boyxboy]

RYZEN SUDALGA [4]

CHAPTER IV

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Ryzen's POV

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Nahihiya akong tumayo sa aking upoan at tumungo nga do'n sa harapan. I can feel all of their stares and attentions are on me. I cannot even lay a single look on one of them. Argh.

I opened my mouth, but naputol iyon no'ng may pamilyar na boses ang nagsalita sa pintoan. Nanlaki ang mata ko no'ng tumungo ang tingin ko ruon.

Shit. He can't be here. Why is he here?

"Sorry to interrupt, in this the advisory of miss Veronica Velasco?" magalang n'yang pahayag do'n, malayo sa kinagisnan kong personalidad n'ya.

"Yes. Is there something you want from me?" sagot ni ma'am ruon.

I lowered my head, avoiding everyone's presence, especially his. Argh.

"I think this is my homeroom, ma'am. May I come in?" sabi pa n'ya doon.

"Come in and before finding a seat, might as well introduce yourself in front of the class." ani ma'am sa kanya.

I felt his presence beside me at nilalabanan ko talaga na h'wag tumingin sa direksyon n'ya. Tang-ina lang n'ya talaga. Argh.

"Hey, classmates. I am Blade Urbiztondo, a 17 year old lad. I like exciting things and adventures. I also had a misery love-life which I want to make it right this time. That person was becoming very important to me but I became a dick towards that person. I've cheated a few times yet, that person still forgave me. I never ask for anything but rather be with that person. I hope this time, I won't fail. Ang dramatic ko na, puta. That's all." mahaba n'yang pahayag do'n at naramdaman ko pa s'yang napapasulyap sa akin.

"That's a lot of curses, but I can let that through," rinig kong sabi ni ma'am and she shifted from her chair. "Say, mahal mo ba talaga iyong taong iyon? Kung mahal mo, bakit pa-ulit-ulit mo siyang pinagtataksilan? May pagmamahal bang gano'n?" mga tanong ni ma'am towards this asshole beside me. I want to cry but I don't want to look pitiful towards him. Argh.

"At first, I want to try things with that person. Gusto kong makipagtalik sa kanya, pero sabi n'ya sa i-kakasal n'ya lang daw iyon i-aalay. I get that, marriage first before sex. But then, as days past, natutunan ko s'yang magustohan lalo. At sa kanya naman, lumalim ang pag tingin n'ya sa akin. I pried again but nevertheless, di pa rin s'ya pumayag makipagtalik sa akin. Hanggang sa do'n nagsimula ang pagtataksil ko sa kanya. Siguro naputol na ang huling pasensya n'ya sa akin kaya nakipaghiwalay na s'ya. Yes, I came to think na mahal ko na nga s'ya. Ngayon pa talaga na mukhang di pa naman yata huli ang lahat. Putang-ina lang kasi, eh." kwento n'ya doon at parang gusto kong lumabas o di kaya'y sumbatan siya.

"Well, nasa huli na talaga ang pagsisisi, mister Urbiztondo. Pero kung ako ang nasa posisyon n'yang person na binabanggit mo, I'll leave you for good. That's like jumping into a pit. Okay, you can go and find a seat now," sabi ni ma'am sa kanya. "As for you, young man, you can start introducing yourself." baling sa akin ni ma'am kala-unan.

I can still feel his presence beside me. Nararamdaman ko rin ang mga titig n'ya sa akin. But then, lumakad na s'ya sa mga upoan at umupo na nga. I raise my head to look at my whole classmates, avoiding his presence.

"Uhm, I'm Ryzen Jake Sudalga, 17 years old. I'm a transferee from Cransfield University. I hope to get along to all of you." pag pakilala ko ruon ng ma-ikli.

"So, you're from CU. Bakit ka nagtransfer rito, mister Sudalga? Cransfield University is much more bigger than Clerkson Academy, as I presume." follow-up question sa akin ni ma'am.

"Kasi po, lumipat po kami ng bahay. My Mom was raising me alone when my Daddy died on an accident. Siguro nangungulila rin siya ng magmamahal sa kanya, natagpoan n'ya si Tito Simon. Meron na nga akong instant two siblings, eh. HAHA. They're nice to me naman, that's it." paliwanag ko pa doon.

"That must be hard for you to grow-up na wala nang biological father. But things are good, right? Okay, you may now take your seat." ma'am Velasco dismissed me kaya nakayukong dumiritso ako sa aking upoan sa tabi ni Shaun.

Pagka-upo ko, agad kong kinuha ang libro sa aking bag at tinakpan ang aking mukha. I can feel his gaze on me.

Bakit pa s'ya bumalik? Bakit?

"So, you're from Cransfield University pala, ah? I've studied there when I was in elementary." biglang nagsalita si Shaun sa aking tabi. I didn't paid him attention and push my face farther to my book.

Pinipilit akong ka-usapin ni Shaun pero binabaliwa ko lang ito. I don't want to show my face towards him. If I stay here any longer, I might break down again. I hate breaking down in public.

I toke a deep breath before standing at nagpaalam kay ma'am na pumunta munang comfort room. She let me kaya agad akong lumabas at tumungo sa bathroom. I think their bathroom is right down the hall. Sa unahan pa iyon, as I remembered.

Nang makarating sa men's comfort room, agad akong pumunta sa sink at binuksan ito. I rinse and wash my face with the running water to calm myself down.

What have I done to deserve this? I loved him, pero parang di sapat iyon sa kanya dahil kailangan pa n'yang mangaliwa. Kung talik lang pala ang habol n'ya sa akin, sana di na lang ako iyong kinukulit n'ya upang maging s'yota. Di n'ya makukuha ang gusto n'ya sa akin. Argh.

I stared at my reflection and studied it. My face is quite undeniably attractive. You can say it's adorable or cute. My nose is kinda pointed. My lips are natural red and plump. My eyes might captivate you if I stare longer than intended. Over-all, I'm fine.

Pinatay ko na ang gripo bago lumabas doon. I walked passed someone who was leaning on the entrance of the men's comfort room, but then stopped when it talked.

"Love." he muttered.

Kung noon lang iyon, kanina pa ako kikiligin. But now, hatred and angst fills me when he calls me that stupid call sign.

Napahinto ako doon at di makagalaw. I feel hatred towards him. Bakit pa kailangang bumalik s'ya sa buhay ko? Masaya na sana ako, eh, with my new found family. Argh.

"Love, if you can hear me out. Just please." naramdaman ko na lang na bigla n'yang hinawakan ang balikat ko kaya binigwas ko ito.

"Pwede ba, wala na akong obligasyon sa'yo. Tinapos mo na iyon no'ng makita kitang nakipagtalik sa matalik kong kaibigan. Sa kwarto mo pa nangyari iyong himala n'yong dalawa, eh, noh." asik ko agad sa kanya.

He looked pathetic with that hurt emotion on that stupid face of his. "But I regretted it already. I regret letting you go. Kung bibigyan mo pa ako ng pagkakataon, I'll make things right. I won't hurt you anymore. Just please, let's get back together again." he pleaded do'n sa aking harapan.

Did he really think I would fall to that pathetic apologies, again?

"Wala nang dapat i-balik sa atin, Blade. There and there, tinapos mo na agad 8yon. You've wasted your chance." huli kong sambit bago s'ya tinalikuran at aalis na sana do'n.

"Love, please!" he urged at naramdaman ko na lang na yinakap n'ya ako sa likoran, dahilan para mapahinto ako.

Itutuloy.....