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I'm Sorry

To be honest. I should've told you guys from the start. So I hope you won't be too mad at me. I'm going away. NOT FOR GOOD! You can't get rid of me that easily, but I'll be gone for about a week or two. I'm going on a road-trip to see my grandparents in Maryland for a week starting tmrw/monday. Then when I come back I'll be working on the stories while trying to get my mental and emotional health in check. I'm still being honest, I haven't really had other emotions that wasn't rage, lust, or frustration for about 2-3 years. So feeling other things such as sadness and remorse have been a struggle. Heck, I haven't even cried since then. NOT EVEN AT FUNERALS! Although it may sound bad, but I almost busted out laughing at my great-grandmas' funeral in 2019 and July this year, and I loved them more than anything! But in those predicaments, sadness wasn't present. If it was up to me, I'd say there's nothing wrong with me(mentally. yes. emotionally. no.), but my family thinks otherwise. So I've decided to take a mental/emotional stability check on myself. I know it won't get better over a week, but I think that's all the time I can spare before I have other things to do. Like focus on you guys and the books! When a day comes that I'm not doing anything, I will make those days mental/emotional days. I hope you guys understand at least a little at what's happening. Oh and I'm like halfway done with the Nootmare Surprise! I cannot finish it because I'm tired and it's almost 2 a.m. I'm sorry for wasting your time