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CHOI BEOMGYU; 16; MARCH 13 2005; PISCES ♡
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LEE JI-EUN; 16; MAY 16 2005; TAURUS ♡
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CHOI BEOMSOO; 18; DECEMBER 29 2003; CAPRICORN ♡
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This story are some based on my experience and some from my own imagination. There is nothing related to the characters' real life.
Trigger Warning ⚠
Please proceed with caution. This story will talks a lot about suicudes and depression. This story are not meant to talk about how romantic the main character deal with the mental illness. The main character will talks about dying.
TW
P/S: English is not my native language. I'm sorry for my bad grammar.
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It's frezzing to death up here. On the rooftop. It's so dark here. No one is here, just me myself alone thinking about to kill myself by jump off the school building. I can't help myself with this suicide thoughts in my head. I want to kill myself so bad but at the same time I'm scared. What if I failed? There's no point of living. I got no one important in my life. They all gone. They left me behind all alone. I just have my useless self with me. I love her so much but she left like the others. I trusted and belived her when she said she always be by my side whenever I need her and she'll never leave me. But she's also the one that break it. She's the one that left me. I swear, I love her so much but what can I can I do. I'll be enough for anyone. Everyone that I love left me. I heard footsteps. Who's there. Who would be in school this late.
" stop! " she said.
It's a girl. Why would a girl be in school this late night? wait I know that voice. It's so familiar. It shouldn't be her. I can't die infront of her. I can't see who is it. She turned on the flashlight from her cellphone. It's so bright. It hurts both of my eyes. I can see her. It's her! no this can't be real.
" don't do it, I love you. Please stop "
There's no point of living anymore. Wheather you love me or not, I can't live like this anymore. You should let me go this time.I can't help myself to stop. I'm sick. Sick of this shi- that I've been going through for nothing. Nothing can make my life feel worthy. I'll end it tonight.
