𝕆𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕒 𝕂𝕚𝕟𝕕- 𝕁𝕦𝕕𝕖 𝔹𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕙𝕒𝕞

Part 14

Jude's POV:
I open the door to Lia sitting on the floor crying with bl^^d around her arm and it's the most heartbreaking thing to watch, It takes her a few seconds to realize I'm there.

Lia: oh shit

Jude: Lia what happened? Why are you crying and why do you have bl^^d on your arm?

She looks at me for a few seconds like she's thinking wether or not she should tell me

Jude: you can trust me, I promise

She seemed like she was still thinking so I went into the bathroom and came back with a cloth in my hand and bandages for the wounds. She took a big sigh and started talking

Lia: I completely understand if you don't want to be involved in my life anymore after this but here it goes

Jude: Lia there's nothing you can say or do that will push me away easily, I promise you

Lia: okay, so you remember those girls who were bothering me a few days ago?

Jude: yes

Lia: well those girls are the reason to all of this

Jude: what do you mean?

Lia: I've known those girls ever since year 9 and all they've done is make my life a living hell. They'd make comments about the way I looked, verbally and physically abuse me, tell me to go k^ll myself because no one in this world loved me and that the world would be a better place without me. I didn't believe it for the first few years but last year they got worse which is why after my 16th birthday I started feeling depressed, su^c^dal, started starving myself and when I did eat I'd make myself throw up and I also started c^tting myself. Lately my feelings have feelings have gotten worse and overwhelming, the voices are basically yelling at me to just end everything and they are getting louder every day. I keep having panic attacks every day and they getting hard to calm down. I have nightmares everyday about me dying and it's usually different scenarios every night. I actually tried to overd^se but I survived and no one knows about it except you. I am so sorry for letting you down

Oh my gosh, this is the most gut wrenching thing ever and I couldn't help but just hug her because no one deserves to go through what she's going through and it's honestly sad how it's the people around us who look the happiest that are actually struggling with something like this.

Jude: Lia you have absolutely nothing to apologize for, i am so sorry that I failed to realize that you were going through something like this. No one deserves what you are going through and I promise to always be there for you when you need someone to talk to, I'm glad you told me about you feel and I want you to know that you have a lot of people who love and appreciate around you. I really appreciate you being in my life and I wouldn't change anything about it. You seem very fragile right now, do you have anything that can harm you right now?

Lia: yes

Jude: can you please give it to me?
She takes out a blade and a lighter out of her hoodie pocket and puts them in my arms.

Lia: here
After that I help her clean her wounds and but bandages on them

Jude: Do you feel the need to end your life right now?