Aaliyah meets Jude, a footballer for BVB and England national team and they meet through their younger siblings's matches. Aaliyah has trust issues and only one person knows her secrets and that person is her best friend Bella. So what happens when...
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Aaliyah's POV:
All I wear is baggy clothes or long sleeve shirts, because I don't want anyone seeing my scars and asking me about them or judging me. I don't have a long sleeve swimsuit so when we went swimming I wore my normal swimsuit, I actually wasn't in the water for that long so when I got out I changed into a hoodie and shorts and just went on my phone and relaxed while the boys were playing games in the water. Jude started swimming to where I was sitting
Lia: hey
Jude: i thought you liked being in the water, why'd you get out
Lia: the water was too cold for me
Jude: it's very hot right now, and the water is actually the perfect temperature
He was right but I wasn't going to let him know the real reason why I left the water, I didn't want him to be worried about me and if he knew I was still hurting myself he would get really worried.
Lia: babe you and I both know that I'm always cold no matter what
Jude: yeah true
Lia: i think Jobe's waiting for you to come back, so maybe we can talk later
Jude: you sure
Lia: yeah I'm fine, don't worry about me
When Jude went back to Jobe I ran to our room because I felt like crying and letting out the pain, so I when I got to our room I just had a full on meltdown. I started hurting myself and because I just wanted to feel something but I couldn't, I felt empty inside and right now I just wanted to cry in someone's arms until I can't cry anymore but I don't to make anyone worried about me. Sleeping used to work. now everything follows me into my dreams, there's no escape anymore. I just want a break from all the thoughts and nightmares, but the voices are so loud there's no way I can ignore them anymore. I hate myself with everything in me, every time I look in the mirror I hate the person I see and how she turned out. I have a bottle of pills in front of me and I'm ready to end everything, my soul is ready to go. I already finished my letters and I now have all the pills in my hand ready to swallow all of them when a familiar voice bring me back to my senses
Jude: Lia please don't
He runs over to me and takes the pills away from my hand, I look at him as he's doing throwing them away and I see the saddest Face I'd ever seen in my life. He had tears in his eyes and that just made me cry more, I didn't really know what to say and all I did was cry harder. Jude sat next to me and put his arms around me, when he started talking his voice was very shaky and that just broke my heart
