ᴏᴘᴘᴏꜱɪᴛᴇꜱ ᴀᴛᴛʀᴀᴄᴛ | Jikook

☾ Chapter 11: Begrudgingly Attached ☼

Jungkook

"Leaving already?"

I keep my back toward the source of the voice as I slip into my black shirt. A sigh escapes me as I ruffle my hair and shrug on my leather jacket and then my backpack, checking to make sure its contents are all accounted for.

"Jungkook."

"What?" I turn around, trying not to lose my patience. "I have to go."

She furrows her eyebrows, not bothering to cover her bare upper body with the sheets. "You usually want a lot more rounds."

My nose scrunches up slightly and I silently curse my wolf. "Well, I'm not in the mood this time, I suppose. Was what we did not enough for you, Seojun?"

"I'm good. I'm just checking up on you. It's not a good time to be walking outside alone. It's dangerous..."

"Look, I really just need to get home. I'm not trying to be a dick. I appreciate the concern, really. It's just... I really just don't feel well and I remembered I have something to do."

"Okay. See you in class?"

I nod, climbing out of her window before landing on the ground. Placing my hands in my pockets, I walk toward the woods, away from the human world.

Since I no longer have a pack to truly call my own and I can't properly function as a werewolf, I have been trying my best to live as a human. I've been attending high school like a normal human, but once a month, my rut hits me and I go feral. I'm excessively horny and extremely sensitive to other scents. I can't even let other werewolves into my room without my wolf wanting to attack.

Speaking of my wolf, he's anxious. He's restless every rut, yet is so damn picky and sensitive. I swear, he's out to get me. I can't stomach the scent of unmated wolves, yet I'm horny. So I hook up with Seojun since she doesn't make me sick and it's how she and I like it: just sex, no strings attached. I know nothing more will come from it because I'm not romantically attracted to women and my wolf just barely tolerates her.

Well, not today.

I woke up in a cold sweat, my stupid wolf clawing to get out. Part of me wishes I could just have him removed at this point because he seems against us existing.

Shortly after arriving at the ARMY Pack, I had my first-ever rut. It was hell. Taehyung couldn't even stay in the house because of the pheromones I was putting out. I was sick, throwing up, unable to keep anything down or even stay in one form. I kept switching in and out of my wolf form until Jin gave me something to knock me out.

I've been on rut blockers ever since.

Now, I only deal with the typical horniness and sensitivity. Well, typical in my case. None of the other guys seem to understand what's wrong with me. I'm just broken. I've been praying, training, and meditating like Jimin's book explains, and although I can feel some differences, I have yet to develop magic and my wolf form hasn't gotten any stronger.

There has to be something wrong with me. I just wish I could place what. As I kick a pebble while walking, I start to feel myself grow hazy, a familiar smell overtaking my senses.

I blink and grab my necklace, feeling it hum against my palm. Waves of vanilla rum wash over me and I feel myself drift before I crash, blacking out.

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My head pounds as I come to. But when the vertigo finally subsides, I find myself with a new problem. I'm not where I blacked out, nor am I anywhere in ARMY territory. I'm lying in the grass, exhausted, as the moon illuminates the lonely night.