My shy mafia princess

Chapter 5

Bellas pov

I stop at the parking lot and pant with my hands on my knees.
I'm literally feeling like collapsing. I don't know when was the last time I ran this fast.
I just wanted to run away from this embarrassing situation.
He kicked me...
He just kicked me off him.

I turn around to look back to the school when I let out a quick scream and jump back.
Luke.

He's panting too and tries to reach me with his hands.
But I didn't let him. I step back...and back.. till I was running.
Away from him.
I don't want to confront him yet. He scares me.
Such a elegant body...such a gentle person...and still capable of being like that?
It scares me.
This whole situation is too much for me.
And the only thing I can think of right now is running away from it.
I don't know where I run to...but I hear cars now. Then I hear car horns.
Then I hear someone grabbing me harshly from behind.
Dragging me back and pushing me to the ground. Someone sitting on top of me. Pressing my hands to the ground.
It hurts.

,,ARE YOU FUCKIN DUMB" Luke screams with a terrified face.
,,WHAT DO YOU THINK ARE YOU DOING! ARE YOU TRYING TO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF?!! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME"

,,I..I-"

,,YOU CANT EVEN SPEAK. JUST SPEAK BELLA SPEAK. RAISE YOUR VOICE. GODDAMMIT BELLA" He sighs harshly and I think he tries to keep back and control his anger. Not succeed though.
He squeezes my wrists even harder and causes a wince escaping from my throat.

,,IF YOU JUST HAD TALKED TO ME IN THE HALLWAY. I WOULD'VE RECOGNIZED YOU. I WOULDN'T HAVE KICKED YOU."
He inhales deeply, managing to control his rage.
,,Bella...I would've stopped. If it was you..."

I tense by these words and my eyes begin to tear. I want him to let go. I want him to-
Suddenly his mouth meets mine.
It wasn't a gentle touch.
Not even near to it.
I freeze when his lips touches mine roughly, kissing me as he's starving for it.

This was it.

I kick him in the balls with my knee and push him off me.
,,We're in public! And WHAT THE FUCK" I freak out.

,,Hey...I'm sorry..I just-"
,,Don't come near me!" I threaten him with my raised hand.

,,Bella I wasn't-"

,,NO" I say and turn around to walk away. And I know he won't follow me.
Because what he just did...was unforgivable.

Lukes pov

,,Fuck FUCK FUCK" I scream while punching on my wall.

That wasn't planned. This shouldn't have happened.

But when I saw her...lying under me..looking in my eyes..
Something just burst out of me and I suddenly felt the desire to kiss her.
But that couldn't have come from nowhere.
Did I fall for her?
No that can't be.
Do I just like helpless girls, lying under me, crying?
No that also can't be...

I finally found my little girl from the past and did the opposite of rescuing her.
I scared her.
I hurt her.

I sigh and sit exhausted on my bed.
First I have to apologize.
Second I have to rebuild our friendship.
Yeah...that sounds like a good plan.