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Chapter 15 Regret

Skeppys POV
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I knew I had to apologize to him but this time It feels so weird, when I was talking to Nikki I knew how I was going to do it I already had a plan.

But I know I have to talk to Bad but I don't know how am I going to do it after I put him through so much pain and suffering I just know he doesn't want to see my face.

And every single time that we talked it always ends up in a bad thing and I just want to make it into a good thing you know.

I think I have feelings for him but I'm so confused with these emotions I'm dealing with right now maybe I do like him and maybe I don't, I don't know I just want to make everything good again and maybe we can start a relationship but I just hope one day we could be happy together.

I tried calling him on messages but he has me blocked I should have expected that to be honest. After trying to contact him on literally every social media he has blocked me on all of my accounts the only option for me was to go to his house and do it face to face.

I had his address from countless times I've slept over his house wasn't far from Niki just in two minutes I was there. There I was standing outside on his porch my hand over the door getting ready to knock on it all I had to do his commit.

"What if he's not home? What if his mom opens the door oh no oh no that will be embarrassing what if he is with new friends? What if he is with a girl! Even worse it could be his girlfriend. You know what maybe I'll come back" I said to myself.

"Skeppy? what are you doing here?"

My heart dropped as I turned around seeing Bad himself well at least he isn't with a girl. "Oh UHH Hey Bad look I'm really nervous right now so please bear wit-"

"No" He cut me off 

"Please Bad I just let me explain!" I said desperately

Bad started laughing? what was so funny?

"Look Skeppy I can't keep this act anymore you trying to apologize to me is the funniest thing ever here sit down let me explain" He said

What does he mean by act ? I sat down on the porch staircase where he was. Bad started to giggle even more it got a bit unsettling 

"Look Skeppy you probably think I'm so hurt! I'm so sad! but if anything you should be the one that should feel that. It was the first day of school the bell just rang I went to go talk to Niki because she wasn't feeling okay after you taunted and humiliated her on the first day which is not cool man. Niki then open to me about all her feelings towards me how she was angry and how she just wanted you to feel the same pain as she felt and that's when I had the idea" Bad said

I looked down on the floor "What idea..?" I said

"Get yourself comfortable it's gonna be a long one but I'll make it short. The idea was I will try to be your friend and maybe closer and act every time I will get sad or upset with you when in reality it was just funny towards me."

 "Another reason why I wanted to do it is no one knows me so no one can get dirt off of me and only if they were close to me and that's when you came in you remember Eret? my 'ex-boyfriend' yeah that was just my friend who agreed to pitch in."

" look Skeppy I knew you were trying to get dirt off of me don't even lie I knew you wanted to expose me and so it was perfect,  I left a big gap in my door just so you can record us! And you did and the rest is your fake friends they did the rest not me they were the ones to invite all of the kids from the GSA club and I helped out just a little by inviting a bit more."

" And guess what! every single one of them was on my side... Why Skeppy please tell me do you think it was such a convenience Niki was there at the same time I was at the cupcake seller? come on Skeppy I thought you were smarter than this! I wanted everyone to feel bad for me and Niki. I wanted the kids who get bullied to be popular and I did just that I changed the school, kids who are afraid to be themselves are now happy to be themselves because well I'm the new face of the school! No more Skeppy Diamond it's ME! I won I fooled everyone  " Bad said

I was speechless... Bad stood up with a happy expression as he pointed in my face

"Skeppy I played a game and I won! You're nothing but a chess piece in my game"

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A/N

This book is coming to an end soon I'm so sorry for the wait.

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This chapter was heavily inspired by this song 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LzGJma0w4Ng

Honestly, I love ppcocaine and yes Ik that bad's personality is NOTHING LIKE PPCOCAINES LMAOO but the lyrics its basically them manipulating everyone I had this idea to make Bad the villain for a long ass time ever since the song dropped off tbh so this has to be my favorite chapter so far.

"You think this shits a came well you were just my pawn"  1:13 is when they say the lyric if you wanna skip through it. Since wattapd is a meanie you cant copy and paste so the song is called 

ppcocaine - For that Cash Prod. SpainDaGoat (Official Lyric Video)

if you wanna look for it I recommend wearing headphones lol