"Don't you think temptation feels so good?"
When Taehyung first saw the girl of his soon to be dreams everything in his head went quiet. All the other girls, the sex, the alcohol; everything disappeared. He never once had quiet moments but when thei...
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"One more time."
"As long as I'm yours you don't have to be mine."
Words that I've heard from Taehyung over and over again. He whispers them to my ears as we get intimate. Sears them across my skin with his lips. Imprints them into my soul with his touches.
He promises them to me with all that he could give and that was his love. I loved him, I was consumed by him. Even when he wakes up with an empty bed in the morning knowing where the love of his life is.
He knew I wasn't his, though it genuinely felt like we were together. He would stare at me like I was his whole universe, like he could burn just for me.
But then all of a sudden, his world fell apart when I decided to end whatever we were having. I already belonged to someone else when we met
I promised my heart to leave Busan and my feelings right there on that city of dreams. To where he was, I wished we never meet again
But no one heard of my wish
•••
he hates all the things I love
"throw that fucking eevee toy away!"
and I love all the things he hates
"Why don't we just fucking break up!" Jungkook scoffed from my words and grabbed my arm "you dare leave me after lying to my face? this is all your fault, why are you like this? You're the toxic one!"
Whenever he touches me all I could do is question my sanity. When he does something wrong he gets angry and starts to stir up my mind and tell me it's my fault
That I'm nothing more than a liar
"I hate you"
"You could never hate me"
my eyes fall upon him grabbing a cigarette and I lost it, I ran out of that lucrative apartment despite the rain urging me to come back. I run as far I could as the saltiness of the sky embraced my wet tears
a sharp pain overcame my chest as my love faded into the sunset with this cloudless day. I hate him so much I wished he would just throw everything away and love me back properly
whenever someone tells me falling in love feels so good I feel like screaming at them it's fucking toxic! it makes my anger go away, forces me to defend him in front of my friends, and I keep making reasons to forgive
I keep on making myself a fool in front of him, but I can't let him go. people see love through a rose colored gaze just to convince themselves it's beautiful but once you see through it with your eyes it's just dull and colorless.
