"Why?"
it takes time to heal, though that sentence mattered to me; my principles seemed to have taken a turn for the worst. nothing good will come out of a string tangled because of love
"hey, what's wrong?" Niki asked when he noticed me curled up against the windowsill; staring at the dark and upsetting sky, the fragments of my dishonoring feelings are taunting something inside me
I say these things and yet the yearning for his presence doesn't stop, I hate forcing myself, the pressure makes me want to throw up, I hate it, I hate him
No, you don't.
I sigh and place my head against the glass, my brother sat next to me "my mind is blank so don't talk to me" intrigued by my warning, he laughs
"Jungkook isn't any better than Taehyung" he knocked on my head and shrilled "for a man who can't change himself because you love him genuinely isn't enough"
"that's just manipulation"
I rolled my eyes "your point is?"
"Are you attached to him?" it took us a few minutes of silence before I laughed "and what makes you think so?"
"You clearly can't let that awful man go, can't figure out where to start when he leaves?" I simply took in a deep breath
At some point he may be correct, everything about Jungkook is nonsense now but then I'm used to it, I adjusted my eyes to the type of person that he is
Without him, I'm going to get a little confused at first
"Love isn't supposed to ruin your peace of mind" someone knocks on the door, and Niki gives me that bored look as he opens it.
Jungkook's figurative eyes dart to mine; he appears as charming as ever, classy, proper, and smiling, but something seemed off with me.
I had a different feeling
I asked "what are you doing here" as soon as his lips began to smile "I just wanted to see my girlfriend."
Right, we're in a relationship
"Well, you saw me now. what next?" I went up to him and asked, he's taller than me which makes me look smaller than before, his shoulders are broad and his arms are toned "let's go out?"
I don't want to
Niki suddenly stated an unspoken agreement between us "But we're going to the store to buy cookies" to which my brother grinned at "so, maybe next-"
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Fanfiction"Don't you think temptation feels so good?" When Taehyung first saw the girl of his soon to be dreams everything in his head went quiet. All the other girls, the sex, the alcohol; everything disappeared. He never once had quiet moments but when thei...