i long to be desirable
lover of both body and soul
it is easy to have a pretty face and sensual lips
but my soul
while it is a little monster
a little evil
and wicked
and twisted
it's most desirable to have it desired by others
i long to be desirable
and while i am i may never be desired
i am familiar with the philosophy of "be but never have" since birth
my mother weaved it into my chest
the doctors thought it was cardiac defect
but i swear
it has been my soul all along that is wrecked
