Tw: Anxiety/Panic attack (forgot which ones which), toxic relationships, Pansexual/Panromantic Camilo
Takes place before the movie
Camilo pov
I stand in my room. Upset over my toxic boyfriend pretending to care when he secretly cheats on me. Yeah, I know about that. He isn't good at hiding it. He hates me anyways. Always hiting me, and yelling at me when I do the smallest things. I start to breath heavily. Getting more and more mad by the second.
My anger gets to the point where I knock everything off of my desk while screaming in frustration.
"FUCK LOVE. I DON'T WANT NONE, I DON'T WANT LOVE"
I'll be blunt, I'm a time bomb
Tick! Tick! Tick!
"You say I'm a GOD. BUT I KNOW IM NOT." I sit down on the floor crying" Why do I feel like nothing..? Literally a million other reasons I gotta pretend I'm okay, but I'm not, Im not, IM NOT, NOT" i scream the last word at the top of my lungs
"What does that bitch want? I'm nothin' but a notch.. I went diggin' through my lungs, this is all I really got" I breath heavy "When am I gonna learn to give it all up? He said, 'Nobody wants you' nobody wants you.. When am I gonna learn there's never gonna be a forever for me a letter from me delivered to me?" I cry out in frustration. Unaware of the people outside of my door.
"Teaming up with demons instead of trying to defeat them.. He looks at me in the eyes saying, 'Take it or leave it' I'ma keep it under the wraps that I rap. Maybe then he won't become a demon either..and we can live in another reality count on me to fuck it up, FUCK IT UP" I hit my head fuled with anger over my boyfriend
"Never not the case.. I got it all made. Shouldn't I be happy? SHOULDNT I BE?!" My words merge together to where even I can barely understand it. I scream again at the end.
"IM NOT FUCKING GOOD. IM NOT FUCKING HAPPY. IM NEVER HAPPY. NO!!!"
"Im only 15..following my dreams..boyfriend hates everything but his pills.
Got his thrills with his finger in my face.. In my face. then he'd say, 'What a waste, what a waste'
What a waste.. what a waste.. WHAT A WASTE.. WHAT A WASTE. WHAT A WASTE! WHAT A WASTE! WHAT A WAAAASTE!! WHAT A WAAASTE!!! WHAT A WAAASTE! What a waste hahaha.." I start choking on my sobs at the end only to be taken into a hug
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This is another story in this one bc that last one was too short lol
I remember my tíos face before he left me.. I still miss him.. So so much.. But he left me.. I don't even know why Im still waiting for him to come back anymore..
"Tell me..why im..waiting for..someone... Who couldn't give a fuck about me..? "
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Both were pretty short.
But it was fun!
The first song is called
"I duckinf Hatw you"
-by GHOSTEMANE and Parv0
The second song is called
"Tell me why im waiting"
-by Timmies
Shoutouts!
LyricaMistirea
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rachelrenae3000
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UnknownAutumns
An0iKazumi
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FanfictionHE SHOULDA GOTTEN MORE SCREEN TIME And there isn't enough of these to my liking Nothing but the plot is mine All credits to the creators of Encanto All spanish words in this were translated through google. If they are incorrect, then please mention...
