JULIE'S P.O.V
DING DONG
the policeman had arrived. i don't want to go to this orphanage....
i walked to the door and opened it
"hi Julie. how are you?" the policeman asked me
"i wish i could stay here" i said hoping he would change his mind
"but you can't Julie, i'm sorry. now, get your stuff and say your goodbyes" he said.
i was up all night getting my stuff ready. and i also didn't sleep so i could sleep there at the orphanage, because i guess i won't have a lot of things to do.
i walked in the living room and pulled my suitcase. Liam was sitting beside it and just stared at me.
"what Liam? why are you looking at me like this?" i asked him irritated
"i'm sad you're leaving" he said
"shit Liam! stop doing this!! don't you think i'm sad too? of course i am!! but i don't want you to be because then i'll feel worst than how i'm feeling now!!" i shouted at him furiously. how can't he understand that if he shows his sadness i'll feel worst?
i pulled my bags until the door and took them into the car.
"aren't you saying goodbye to them?" the policeman asked me
"no. can we please go now?" i asked very serious.
"uhm.. i guess so" he said and went in the car.
i looked through the window and saw Liam running to the door. he looked at the car with a sad face. i couldn't see Liam like that. he's the one who's supposed to make me feel better, he's almost my brother. he's not helping me like that. and now i feel worst after what i've done...
what is wrong with me? i broke up with Harry thinking i was doing the right thing but actually i wasn't. and now i'm getting mad at Liam and shouting at him. what am i doing? going to the orphanage without saying goodbye?
i feel even more disapponted in myself. what am i doing??
"we're here" the policeman announced
i looked through the window to see it. it was a very big house .. there must be loads of children here.
"are you ready?" the policeman asked me.
"no" i said and tried to hold back the tears
"yes" i then said and took a deep breath. he smiled at me and nodded.
i opened my door and got my suitcases out. soon a lady who seems to work here came up to me
"hi, you must be Julie" she said smiling
"yeah, thats me" i said and forced a smile
"great, come with me. i'll take you to your room" she said and started walking
"uhm.. can i ask you a question?" i asked
"yes of course" she answered
"are there girls my age here?" i asked
"how old are you?" she asked
"17" i said
"oh, yes there are. there are 2. now lets go" she said and walked into the house.
only 2.. but at least there was
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LIAM'S P.O.V
i can't believe what just happened really happened. me and Ju never fight.. i feel bad. she is going through so much, i really shouldn't have shown her my unhappiness.
Harry must be devastated. he said he was going to be fine last night but i know he's not.
maybe it's a good idea if i go over to his house and see how he's doing
i grabbed the car keys and drove over to his house
DING DONG
i rang the doorbell
Harry opened the door. he looked horrible. his hair was all messed up, his eyes were swollen , and it seemed like he had just woken up.
"hi.." he said quietly
"Harry, how.. are you?" i asked awkwardly
"i'm awful. " he said going back in his house and sneezed. i went in after him and closed the door
"look, yesterday i talked to Ju , and she saw that she didn't need to break up with you" i said and tried smiling
"but we had a little fight this morning. i showed her i was sad and she felt worst. don't ever show you're sad about something she's sad too. you have to say everything is going to be okay. and i didn't do that.. so she felt worst and went to the orphanage without saying goodbye" i said and looked to the floor
"everything is going to be okay Liam. i started writing a new song. and i plan to surprise her with it" Harry said and smiled weakly
"thats great Harry" i said and nodded
they are definately getting back together. thats great, because they are perfect for each other.
i just want my cousin to be happy
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END OF CHAPTER 37!!
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