Chapter 37- You have to go now

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JULIE'S P.O.V

DING DONG

the policeman had arrived. i don't want to go to this orphanage....

i walked to the door and opened it

"hi Julie. how are you?" the policeman asked me

"i wish i could stay here" i said hoping he would change his mind

"but you can't Julie, i'm sorry. now, get your stuff and say your goodbyes" he said.

i was up all night getting my stuff ready. and i also didn't sleep so i could sleep there at the orphanage, because i guess i won't have a lot of things to do.

i walked in the living room and pulled my suitcase. Liam was sitting beside it and just stared at me.

"what Liam? why are you looking at me like this?" i asked him irritated

"i'm sad you're leaving" he said

"shit Liam! stop doing this!! don't you think i'm sad too? of course i am!! but i don't want you to be because then i'll feel worst than how i'm feeling now!!" i shouted at him furiously. how can't he understand that if he shows his sadness i'll feel worst?

i pulled my bags until the door and took them into the car.

"aren't you saying goodbye to them?" the policeman asked me

"no. can we please go now?" i asked very serious.

"uhm.. i guess so" he said and went in the car.

i looked through the window and saw Liam running to the door. he looked at the car with a sad face. i couldn't see Liam like that. he's the one who's supposed to make me feel better, he's almost my brother. he's not helping me like that. and now i feel worst after what i've done...

what is wrong with me? i broke up with Harry thinking i was doing the right thing but actually i wasn't. and now i'm getting mad at Liam and shouting at him. what am i doing? going to the orphanage without saying goodbye?

i feel even more disapponted in myself. what am i doing??

"we're here" the policeman announced

i looked through the window to see it. it was a very big house .. there must be loads of children here.

"are you ready?" the policeman asked me.

"no" i said and tried to hold back the tears

"yes" i then said and took a deep breath. he smiled at me and nodded.

i opened my door and got my suitcases out. soon a lady who seems to work here came up to me

"hi, you must be Julie" she said smiling

"yeah, thats me" i said and forced a smile

"great, come with me. i'll take you to your room" she said and started walking

"uhm.. can i ask you a question?" i asked

"yes of course" she answered

"are there girls my age here?" i asked

"how old are you?" she asked

"17" i said

"oh, yes there are. there are 2. now lets go" she said and walked into the house.

only 2.. but at least there was

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LIAM'S P.O.V

i can't believe what just happened really happened. me and Ju never fight.. i feel bad. she is going through so much, i really shouldn't have shown her my unhappiness.

Harry must be devastated. he said he was going to be fine last night but i know he's not.

maybe it's a good idea if i go over to his house and see how he's doing

i grabbed the car keys and drove over to his house

DING DONG

i rang the doorbell

Harry opened the door. he looked horrible. his hair was all messed up, his eyes were swollen , and it seemed like he had just woken up.

"hi.." he said quietly

"Harry, how.. are you?" i asked awkwardly

"i'm awful. " he said going back in his house and sneezed. i went in after him and closed the door

"look, yesterday i talked to Ju , and she saw that she didn't need to break up with you" i said and tried smiling

"but we had a little fight this morning. i showed her i was sad and she felt worst. don't ever show you're sad about something she's sad too. you have to say everything is going to be okay. and i didn't do that.. so she felt worst and went to the orphanage without saying goodbye" i said and looked to the floor

"everything is going to be okay Liam. i started writing a new song. and i plan to surprise her with it" Harry said and smiled weakly

"thats great Harry" i said and nodded

they are definately getting back together. thats great, because they are perfect for each other.

i just want my cousin to be happy

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END OF CHAPTER 37!!

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-Gabi<3

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