466 Days | Jenlisa

Chapter 37: I do want that, but why does it feel like I don't?

JENNIE'S POV

Exactly 4-5 days, I haven't seen Lisa nor Irene, After that fight me and Lisa had, I didn't go to work, I cried myself to bed, 3 days I didn't go to work

But the bitch Jisoo made me attend, saying I have a lot of things to do, She doesn't know what happened recently and I'd rather keep it that way

I don't want to hear Lisa's name anymore. My eyes are still droopy, as my eye bags had gotten larger, I blamed myself for hiring that Murderer.

I hate myself for liking her. And I hate myself because I feel so Bad about what I did. I hate myself for being the reason why her face was full of pain. I hate myself more for having feelings for her even though She Killed Yaying.

Stupid stupid self, I hit my head repeatedly as tears started to escape, I slam my head in my desk and trembled slightly as I cried yet again

"W-why does it have to be you Lisa?.." I asked myself as I cried more, I hate myself so much

Why did I ever Fall for you?

LISA'S POV

Opening my eyes, My sight was a bit blurry as my head was throbbing

"You're awake!" I heard someone say, I moved my head sideways, realizing I was on a bed

"C-chaeyoung?" I called her name, she nodded and hugged me tightly

"You dumb girl! How dare you!!" She said, I heard her sob, I caress her back

"What did I do? What am I doing here?" I asked her, she pulled the hug away and slapped my arm

"Aw! What's that for!" I said as I hiss in pain

"Y-you took like a lot of sleeping pills for a day! Didn't you read the description?! Do you want to die early?! Imagine if I wasn't there! You would have been dead!" She yelled at me then she cried again

"I-I didn't know ok? I'm sorry please stop crying" I said as I sat up and opened my arms signing her to hug me, which she did

"Even though we met in such short time, I see you as my sister.. so don't scare me like that again.." She said, I chuckled

"Arraso, I'll keep that in mind" I said, and we stopped hugging when she finally stopped crying

"Oh right I'm gonna go get the doctor alright? I'll tell them you have woken up" She said and got out of the room, i was about to lay down when the door went open again It was Irene

"Irene?" I said as I saw the look of distress on her face, When she saw she immediately embrace me to a hug

"Aw!" I said as she crushed me

"I-I came here as soon as I heard you were awake, how are you?! Are you ok?! Do you feel any pain?!" She said worriedly as she check my arms legs neck mouth and stomach