466 Days | Jenlisa

Chapter 41: 3 weeks

JENNIE'S POV

1 week, without Bae and Lisa

I could say I'm very happy and more comfortable now, knowing that they are gone makes me feel relief

Oh shut up, we both know that it ain't true

Hey, does anyone know how to kill your inner thoughts? Cause I for sure need to know.

I sighed and dropped my pen, I went ahead and press the button, calling for the secretary, My office door went open

"I need you to si- wait who are you?!where is Ms. Manoban" I asked and frowned, who the hell is this girl?

"Ms. Kim, I'm the substitute Secretary, Song Mina, have you forgot? Ms. Manoban isn't available now" Mrs. Song said and bowed her head, i clenched my eyes

Stop thinking about her!

"Just. Leave this to the post office" I said and grabbed my phone, Mrs. Song went ahead and grabbed the finished paperwork's and exit my office

As I did, I went to my gallery and widened my eyes, it was multiple pictures of me and Lisa, I immediately pressed my home button and went to message instead, the first one I saw was me and Lisa

I threw my phone across the room

"AH! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I yelled angrily and eventually sat down on the ground looking at the floor with my hands forming into a fist, I bit my lips

"Why do I miss you so bad?.." I sobbed, as I finally cave in and cried

Why can't I fucking remove you from my head?!

I lay down slowly in the ground as I curled up, and cried

I miss you, I should have never gave you that 1 year vacation.

JISOO'S POV

I sighed as I watch Jennie crying, I closed the door, I came back here not because of her but because I left my ring here, She's too stubborn

I know that she knows what she did was wrong, but can't she just stop. A month from now I'm sure she'll be back to being cold and workaholic like she use to be before she met Lisa

I'm not gonna be there for her now, Not yet. I want her to regret and gather her thoughts

"Jennie-Yah, I don't want you to hurt, but.. you need to know what's right and wrong. You're not a child" I said and left her building

LISA'S POV

I sighed, as I missed Jennie's presence, well we aren't in Seoul no more, Me and Irene and Seulgi

Yeah, Seulgi followed us here in Thailand, we came back and that bitch Chipmunk and Jisoo keep on blowing my phone up

I laughed as they were crying, they got mad at me for not saying goodbye or any heads up

"Lisa-Yah, I know you miss her but.. you need to eat ya know?" Seulgi suddenly went inside my room, Well you can say she's trying her best to reconcile with me

"I will be there" I said and gave her a smile, she nodded and left my door, I sighed and stand up from bed

I'll still be here waiting for you Jennie..

JENNIE'S POV

KIM CORPORATIONS

2 WEEKS LATER

"GET OUT" I yelled angrily at this useless trash co-worker of mine, she nodded and cried her way out of my office

I touched my forehead in frustration, IMAGINE! She accidentally grabbed the wrong file?! How dumb can you fucking get?!

"You know Jennie, you need to calm down" Ugh Another Headache Nayeon my friend came inside my office

"Ugh what do you want now?!" I yelled at her, she got startled

"Omo! Jennie, you have to stop! Look. I know you Miss her but it's your fault anyways" She said, that made me frown and added my anger

"Who said I missed her?! And what the hell are you doing here anyways?! Can you fucking leave and mind your own business?!" I yelled at her, She rolled her eyes

"Yeah and leave you here torturing your workers? Um hard pass!"

"What exactly do you fucking want?! Can't you see I'm busy and tired!" I said and scoffed

"Oh please, your just like that because Lisa isn't here anymore and your the reason why." She said, I clenched my fist together

"I won't be surprised if she hates you" She said, If Lisa did I won't blame her, But I won't care

"If she actually ends up.. 'dead' it's all gonna be your fault I mean you asked for it right?" I threw my mug at her

"DONT YOU EVER SAY THAT! I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS WRONG AND IM A TOTAL BITCH B-BUT YOU! *sob* MIND YOU OWN GODDAMN BUSINESS!!!" I yelled as I stand up pointing my finger at her, She sighed and went towards me while I shake

"Shh, you know you aren't right.. so why are you blaming her for the death of someone you knew years ago?.. you damn well know that if Lisa was in your situation she wouldn't hate you.." She said and hugged me, I cried shit I've been crying a lot

"U-unni... I-I miss her so bad!" I said and cried, tears kept flowing

"I.. I'm such a jerk.."

"At least your aware your a jerk" She said and chuckled, I punched her lightly

"I wanna Apologize to her"

I'm such a fool, I can't believe I blamed her for the death of Yaying, why didn't I thought about her feelings? Oh right I'm a selfish prick.