466 Days | Jenlisa

Chapter 54: Finally

2 WEEKS LATER

KAI'S POV

She smiled widely as she stared at her phone, Me and Lisa are in the park, I wanted to hang out with her for the last time

I'm here yet she thinks of someone else, I mentally sighed and nodded

"Lisa?" I called for her name, she turned off her phone and looked at me

"Hm?"

"It's getting pretty late, do you want ice cream before we go?" I asked her softly, her eyes sparkled and nodded

"Yes!" She said and got up, I chuckled. She went ahead of me and I followed her

A few Hours Later

"Thanks for today Kai" she said and smiled hugging me

"Wait.. Lisa before you go"

"I—I have something to tell you.." I said, she looked at me in confusion

I know she'll reject me but I just need to tell her how I feel. I'm not gonna tell her this because I want her to feel bad I want to tell her this so I could get it out of my chest

"Alright?" She said, I sighed

"I—um.. I like you Lisa" she froze on what I had just said

"Kai.." she called my name hesitantly

"Look, I'm not expecting you to feel the same way, I just.. needed to let it out of my chest! It's not your fault I felt this way, Just know I'm always gonna be your friend whenever you need me.. I wanted to tell you before I you know? Move on"

"I respect you a lot Lisa, You're very lovable Lisa, I'm going back to Japan after this.. With My Sister"

"Sister?" She said confused, oh she doesn't know

"I'm pretty sure you've met Minatzoki Sana, she's my sister" she was surprised

"Before you say Anything, Sana isn't my blood sister, she's adopted and do you.. Remember that time when you.. had slept with someone?"

"Slept— Oh God! You know about that?!" She said I nodded

"How can I not? My Sister was the one who you slept with" I chuckled, she covered her mouth

"But yeah, I just wanted to tell you what I really feel. Besides that I might um need some little space? You know to distance myself so I can finally be free from you" I joke she slapped my arm

"Kai.. I don't feel the same way.. I see you as my Brother you know?.. I'm still shock by the revelation about you know who I slept with, I've always been wondering who.. I'm really sorry Kai" she said and hugged me

"You don't have to be sorry because you can't control your feelings, I support you in all the things you do, just Things that makes you happy. My feelings are not gonna ruin our friendship!" I said and smiled hiding the fact that My heart is hurting

It really hurts

"I'm really sorry Kai.. but, if I were straight I would've fell for you but.. I can't I'm so sorry.. There are a lot of people better than me"

"Lisa, no one is better. But um yeah haha, I should.. get going? Tomorrow is my flight early in the morning" I said and scratched my head she nodded

"Take care Kai.. I wish you the best" she said and smiled I nodded and I went inside my car again locking it

I breath out shaking, The tears I've tried holding back finally came out

"This hurts.." I said

Right now, all I need is space. I don't need anyone right now, I don't want to end up using them as rebound

I felt relief but still pain, relief because I finally let my feelings out and because of the rejection

"It's fine Kai, in another life.." I cheered myself up and watched Lisa went inside her apartment

I hope you the best Lisa, I hope Jennie will treat you right this time

I drove off