he leaned in and started to make the space between us small and smaller until our lips were almost tuching . I could feel his warm breath on my skin which made my heart beat fast and faster each second . Should i kiss him ?
I was loosing my mind when his lips touched mine . My all time crush is standing right infront of me and wants so kiss me then what is wrong with me !
I leaned in and almost closed the space that was still between us , i could feel his lips on mine but something held me back from kissing him so i pulled away .
"I- i'm really sorry . I just.... i just can't do it right now ..... i'm so sorry" i said before taking a step back so now the rain drops are touching my shoulders.
"It's... alright " he awkwardly assured. Why did i do that ? What was i even thinking about? Ughhh i hate myself !
" i'll go now if it's ok , so.... see you tomorrow?" ryan tried to not let me feel bad as he spoked with a bright smile on his lips . God he really is an angel . "Here" he passed me his plaid brown umbrella .
"Bye... see you " i nervously smiled . "Thank you" i said deeply from the bottom of my heart. Even though i rejected him he is still the kindest person to me .
He nodded with a bigger smile then ran fast in the rain and disappeared from my sight within a second .
I was walking on the sidewalks, the sound of small but quick drops of rain hitting the umbrella filled the street while i was drowning in my thoughts .
Maybe if tom had gone to that party i would've kissed ryan , i saw something in him tonight that flipped my heart . I don't know if it was his look , his brown shiny eyes , his soft curly hair that i love to draw , his storng big muscles that always catch my eyes .
Or maybe it was how he treated me. kind , cute and wholesome. Maybe it was the butterflies he gave me when he placed his head on my lap or maybe his calming voice while asking questions. I don't know what it was but one of these things stopped me from putting my lips on ryans ... .
Am i really falling for tom holland ?
*thunderstorm* "holy shit" i mumbled under mouth. I didn't noticed how long i've been walking in the rain and now it has even got heavier. I looked around and tried to figure out where am i but i wasn't successful. It seems like i'm seriously lost .
I searched my pocket to find my phone so i can call someone and ask for help but i couldn't find it . Great , i was so busy thinking about running away from tom that i even forgot my phone and my jacket.
Every where was getting darker and darker i didn't know what time it was . There was no taxi's or even cars in the street and not a single person on the sidewalks . It was just me walking alone in the heavy rain completely freaked out .
* thunder storm * i jumped in my place whenever i heard the loud and frightening sound of thunder storms . I was just walking to nowhere hoping to find our suites or the main street or even a living person !
Due to several thunder storms and the heavy rain the electricity was gone and i couldn't see a meter in front of me . I have no phone , no flash lights , no watch . I'm alone and lost with only an umbrella. A drop of tear i was holding for so long fell down my cheeks . I was terrified and couldn't do anything exept crying . Why didn't i go with ryan ? God please help me i don't wanna die today !
Tom's pov
" i have to go to bathroom , i'll be right back" she said and i sat down on the sofa to set her leg free even though i didn't want to , it was really comfortable.
I heard the door closed, that definitely wasn't the bathroom door. She left. I don't know why she was so nervous about leaving , i tried to calm her and make her stay but obviously it didn't worked.
I couldn't hold myself anymore , i was curious to know where is she going and if she's safe or not . I put on my jacket and went out .
My eyes immediately found the brown haired girl wearing her cute jumper walking towards a boy . Ryan . I should've thought . Why did i followed her ? She is going on a date with her loved one . Ugh !
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I turned off the tv after watching it for so long... alone and looked at the clock It was almost midnight . How long is their date ?
I heard a knock on the door so i quickly got up opening it. It must be her .
"Heyyyyo mate" a drunk harrison greeted me while julia was trying to hold him stand .
"Hi tom , where is y/n ?" Julia ask me before getting and and throwing Harrison on the sofa .
"S-she isn't home yet , i think she's with ryan" i told her . She has probably talk about it with her bestfriend.
"But we just saw ryan in his suite , y/n wasn't there" julia spoked .
"W-what?" I passed her and ran outside unconsciously searching for ryan . I hope that dickhead hasn't done anything to her .
"Ryan" i yelled as i found him by the door of their suite . "Where is y/n?" I yelled again louder this time.
"How would i know? " he shrugged.
That bitch!
I grabbed his collar and pinned him to the wall . His head made a loud bang as it hit the stone wall hardly. His empty head better say . "Where is she ? "
"I- i left her in Alexander Square last time ,
s-she should have been home by now"
"Idiot" i let go of him and began running to Alexander Square as fast as i could . The heavy rain and loud thunderstorm sometimes slowed me down but never stopped me . I hope she is ok .
I reached the Alexander Square but she wasn't there. Were should i go now ? I should've let her go at first place . I randomly chose a way from four and started running again . It seems like the street didn't have electricity i could barely see infront of me .
"Y/n!" I shouted . "Y/n where are you ? "
Y/n's pov
After walking for an hour or two or maybe three don't really know , i lost the power in my legs and couldn't move forward anymore . It must be so late because all shops are closed and a car barely passed the street so quick that i couldn't catch up to .
I was shivering and crying at the same time and the sky was accompanying me with it's own tears . It seems like we both are alone tonight. If i just stayed with tom none of this would've happened. I wish i could-
"Y/n" i heard a low voice calling my name . Couldn't tell who it was but i don't really care at this place.
I collected all the power left in my and stood up following the voice . My eyes fell on a familiar black leather jacket, my favourite one . I didn't hesitate to ran to him and Hugging him tight . The tears was still falling on my cheeks , i had lost my feelings.
"Hey , hey . don't cry ok ? I'm here i got you " Tom assured me rubbing my back softly. His warm hug made me forget about how cold the outside was . "Are you ok darling? "
"I- i was terrified and lonely " i shattered and looked in his eyes still couldn't control my watery eyes .
"Shhh it's ok , i'm here . You're not alone " he smiled then wiped my tears with his thumb and hugged me again tighter.
