"Harrison why didn't you say we were supposed to bring watercolours ?" I whisper yelled at him .
"I didn't know about it either. Ryan just told me the competition is today that's it! "
"Ryan?" Tom asked grinding his teeth.
"Yeah he is the one who talked to Mr.Evans and told me everything " haz answered nervously
"That fucking bastard imma kick his-"
"OK GUYS ! Let's think about a solution right now" i yelled which made other contestant's gaze move on us .
"I-i might have bring a small water color in case we need it , i also bring oil paint and some- " i cut juls off by hugging her tightly.
"Juls you are the best" i whispered in her ears and earned some soft giggles from her .
She brought out the small watercolour case. Sadly it just had 10 colours.
"What do we do now? i only have this" she sighed in disappointment.
I thought for a good ten seconds and the only solution that came to my mind was that each pair of us take five colours . Fortunately the water colour was one of those you can pop out the colours and put them back again.
"The competition is about to start , everyone please seat down at their specified places " the microphone lady said through the loud speaker. All of us suddenly panicked we were the only ones who were not ready yet so i just quickly popped out some of the colours of juls watercolour , held toms hand running towards our table and sitting down as fast as possible.
Tom's pov
-back in time : the day before competition
"You forgot our deal-"
"No i didn't ! Can you stop saying it . I can't wait for this annoying day to finish . And you don't control me Mr. Holland! I'll buy you that stupid perfume even if i have to sleep in the street ! i'll do it ! " she pointed at me with her index finger before walking away and disappearing from my sight . (If you can't remember this you might want to go back to part 17 besties)
Well that hurt ... i've never seen her like this before , pure anger and hate in her eyes. It made me doubt everything we've been through. That look ... that hateful look ...
Since that day she crashed into me in the hallways and her books fell down i had a special feeling for y/n . I still remember that day , her hair pulled up in a cute ponytail with an adorable star hair clip on the side of his head. It's like it was yesterday
Moving on ... I never admitted this is love , i can't believe i've fell for cheeks but i- i just wanna be around her all the time i wanna tease her i wanna make her annoyed. She looks adorable when she's angry and when she call me "mr Holland" with a threating mode ...
Like that time i lied and said i wanna quit to see her reaction and she went absolutely nuts . Hahaha ...
But as much as i try to get close to her she pushes me away . It's like there's a thick wall between us that i'm trying to break but she doesn't seem to put in any effort. She always try to hide her feelings from me . I'm not even sure if there is any feelings...
She clearly said she likes Ryan , Thomas are you dumb or what ?
Ugh! But Y/n is the only girl that kept pushing me away since those first days we met , through text or in person. All the other ordinary girls in school would die to be with me . And i think that's one of the thousand reasons she is special to me .
But , i can't put up with this anymore. I've been stepping on my pride and been nice to her even though she treated me like a bitch. I can't force her to like me so i should just let her go . As they say in the movies 'if you really love someone, you should let them go'...
