I held his hand trying to stop him from leaving. "I'm sorry" He was just staring me , quiet.
I'm not usually the person to do this but a voice in my head was encouraging me to , so i stood on my toes slowly placing my lips on his ...
Unlike what i expected he didn't kissed me back and didn't moved his lips even a millimeter . He really doesn't love me anymore? Or he didn't love me at first place? God i fucked up . Now how am i supposed to look at his eyes or live in the same suite with him or even be his teammate. This is gonna be so awkward.
I was gonna pull away disappointed but he place his hand on the back of my head and pulled me closer to himself smashing his lips on mine . Our lips synced perfectly like they were just made for eachother . The warmth of his soft lips melting my heart and giving me thousands of butterflies in my stomach.
The moment i wished had lasted forever finally came to an end and he separated his lips from mine looking directly into my eyes . I was just staying there enjoying the beautiful view of the boy infront of me but unfortunately nothing good last forever . The sound of my phone ringing made us snap out of our own worlds and walk a step backwards.
'Y-yes' my heart was still beating super fast and i was so shocked and didn't even looked at the id of caller .
'WERE ARE YOU TWO IDIOTS. DO YOU KNOW WE HAVE A FREAKING COMPETITION TOMORROW MORNING? YOU HAVEN'T EVEN PACKED YOUR STUFF YET ! ' juls almost yelled behind the phone .
"OH MY GOD" i spoked . I had almost forgot about about the competition me and tom haven't got ready yet !
"What is it?" Tom asked worried not knowing what's going on .
"The competition! Tomorrow! Hurry!" I quickly said .
"The what ? Tomorr-" i didn't let him finish and held his hand running to our suite dragging him with me .
This not how i imagined my first kiss would go on . Runnig like a psychopath in the streets of Kensington after just confessing my feelings but this is how my life has been since i remember. Wierd but fun and adventurous!
We finally reached the suite but something was in the way . Better say someone.
"Hi y/n ! are you ok ? " Ryan asked worried
"Y-yeah " i said still trying to catch my breath. I could tell i looked awful my hair was a mess due to the strong wind hitting my face while running and i could barley stand on my feet . It felt like i've run from Asia to America .
"Good luck for tomorrow i'm sure you'll do great " he said with a cute smile .
"Thank you , good luck to - "
" ok we gotta go now byeeee " tom cut us off passing by him while holding my hand. I usually got angry when he did such things but this time it felt nice . ( Author note : awwww )
"OMG WHERE WERE YOU GUYS ! " juls asked running toward us followed by harrison.
Me and tom looked at eachother and again look at them .
"We were - "
" ok it doesn't matter lets eat dinner and sleep soon . The competition is early in the morning " she spoked .
"Is it tomorrow ? " tom asked confused
"Yes mate . You disappeared the whole day and don't know whats going on . I called you thousands times and - "
" ok lets have dinner, i'll set the table " i cut him off not wanting this conversation to start because i'm sure it won't end in a good way .
While having dinner juls and haz were just talking about what they gonna do tomorrow and what stuff they're gonna pick while me and tom were quite not looking at eachother.
