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38- Words hurt

That thunderous sound that echoed through the quiet room walls of my office ringed straight inside my jumbled up mind. Angrying me down to my core but deep inside me it unleashed a unsettling fear from being hidden away for a very long time

Thunder, the weather the same day I lost Eomeoni, Appa and Oppa, and nearly Kwan. I hated thunder with a burning passion just like I was burning for revenge for my past and my present life. That day they had died was still a fresh image inside my head and some wounds from my past had yet to heal completely before I took another step to make my decisions. I needed a new start, I didn't know how to let go of the past and I don't know if I ever could.

"Something unexpected come up, apologies for being late." A calm collected voice jolted from the open doors of the conference room. That voice, it couldn't be, right? I thought they were bullies at the hell we call school and not Mafia leaders as well, what the fuck?

I turned my head around quickly -but not too quickly to make heated eyes snap towards me suspicious but my insides flipped as my thoughts had been to verified when I saw who stood in front of the double doors of the oddly silence from, even more quiet then when I was close to losing my shit when standing up from my chair

Kim Namjoon was standing there with the rest of my supposably step-brothers behind stood Got7, Stray kids, EXO, Monsta X, NCT, Ateez, SVT and Wanna one where also here behind Namjoon with their own group of Mafias.

I glanced over at Hyun-ki again before turning my head back around and glancing down at the papers that where held tightly in my hands. If they're here, this also means that their father is also a Mafia leader or an underboss for a Mafia leader.

Did Mrs. Kim know about this information? Probably most definitely not because of the fact, last time she got married, she married a Mafia boss, without relishing until it was too late and that motherfucker was abusive sadist bastard.

"It's already, take a seat Mr. Kim." Mr. Yang reassured with a tight smile and I stood up straight, still feeling a little shocked for the new discovery that I uncovered for myself today, or night.  Thank god for me wearing my mask for this meeting because I did not want them knowing that I myself was involved in this life. It would make it easier for me.

My lips where sealed shut when the leaders of the Mafia's stepped forwards and took their own seats around the huge wooden table

Choi Seung Cheol -SVT- Kim Namjoon -BTS- Lim Jae-beom -GOT7- Bang Christopher Chan -Stray kids-   Kim Jun-myeon -Suho of EXO- Son Hyun-woo -Monsta X- Lee Tae-yong -NCT-  Kim Hong Joong  -Ateeze- and Yoon Ji-sung -Wanna one-. The leaders of the different Mafia's stepped towards with confidence in their walk while their faces where held expressionless, showing that they were here for business and not cat and dog play.

My jaw tightened as they all took a seat around the table, one at a time and seated at different parts around the table. Separately theming out from each other but not to far, the room was big and all the seats seemed to be occupied now, right hands were either sitting down beside their Mafia boss or standing on the right hand side of their Boss, waiting for orders or signals to be send out.

My jaw went into a firm line when Jae-beom and Jun-myeon sat down straight beside me. My hands gripped onto my papers but I made sure that they weren't damaged by my bruising grip

The doors to the study room once again closed, only different was that this time it closed with a soft thumbing sound rather than the loud roaring thundering sound it came with earlier

"Where's Kim Kw-." My face instantly dropped down into a more deadly glare from behind my mask as I eyes narrowed eyes at the man that stood up from his seat, confidence infected into his body but it left as soon as he saw that I was looking at him. He shifted under my gaze, tension once again rose in the room as people looked away or tried to to interrupt.