Izwile(on hold)

Chapter 30(part 2)

Nkosenye's POV

"Lwanele jili" I say looking at her. She looks at me.

She keeps quiet for a while.

"I'm pregnant." Hold up what??

"Say what now??"

"I'm pregnant Nkosi we're pregnant. Ngkh-"

"When did you find out?"

"Two weeks ago"

"Wangasho ukuthi ukhulelwe instead wangijwayela Kabi?" I ask her looking straight in her eyes.[and you didn't say anything instead you got familiar with me]

Silence.

"Ngikhuluma nomoya Yin?"[am I talking to air]

"I'm sorry" she says. Honestly.

"So lwa, Wena Lekhanda lakho belithi masithule uzifebile waba nalengane we lwa."[so in that head of yours you decided to keep quiet. Did you fuck that baby in you] When were you going to tell me about my child then khuluma sive Ntombi." [Tell me missy]

"I was scared ok. Confused. And alon-"

"Ungakulinge uliqedele lelo sentence lelo. Alone uknuka wasn't I there with you begging you to tell me what's wrong."[do even try to complete that sentence, alone my ass.]

"Mxm Nkosenye you were with that bitch in your father's office sund'gezela mna." Fuck she knows but how.[don't get familiar with me]

"Baby im.. i."

"Save it nkosenye. You cheated and I'm pregnant. Can we focus on this matter not your infidelity."

She starts crying. Fuck. I messed up. I'm going to be a father. What. I'm going to be a dad. M

Dad's going to kill me. Mkhulu will bury me Jesus what have I done.

"I'm scared Nkosi. My mom will kill me. My dad will definitely disown me." She says crying on my chest.

"They'll have to go through me first. "

"You can go to Naledi now. My baby and I are going to be fine."

"Why do you mean I should go to naledi when you need me. Lwa you need me more.

"But I can't share you Nkosenye. My baby and I aren't going to come second to you. I refuse." Damn what have I done.

"You didn't need to tell me that. I'll end things with her. Please don't abort the baby. Even if you don't want him or her just. Please wait till you give birth I'll take care of him.

"I won't my mom would feast on me."

"Ok then. Well do this together. I'm scared to but if this child is mine I'll be the best father to him or her I promise." She stiffened. I don't pay attention to it because I have a lot in my mind right now.

"I need some dunked wings." She says getting up from the chair.

"Ok then let's go."

I stand up and bring her to my arms and kiss her forehead.

We go to the nearest McDonald's drive through and get her milkshake with a big Mac and I drive her home. I wait till she gets inside the drive out.

Fuck. I'm dead. How am I going to deal with a child and school. How can I even be selfish I have to think of her. She's the one whose carrying your child stupid. She's the one who's going to be judged.

I drive to banzi's crib to fetch Thando. When I get there I text him and to come outside. He comes out carrying a sleeping Thando in his arms. My sister is loved y'all. Trust me. I hate that she's dating but I'm glad it's someone I know and someone who's not like me.