Blood Streams / Dabi x Reader

27

„Go faster!“
You got punched in the guts and your back hit the wall.
„Not fast enough.“
You sunk down to the ground and felt your body shiver. The taste of blood spread in your mouth.
„You didn't make any progress in the last five months. Tell me, are you really that bad or are you just not trying hard enough?“
„I am sorry to disappoint you, mother.“
Your mother grabbed your chin and made you look into her eyes.
„You are a disgrace, nothing but a disgusting disgrace to me and our family tree.“
She let go of you and you looked to the ground.
„I am sorry.“
„It's shameful to think that you are actually related to me.“
You tried to pull yourself up again.
„The only thing you could've done to prove that you are not completely pathetic and worthless is showing me actual progress in your training.“
She wiped her hair out of her face and looked down on you. Then she turned around to leave.
„Parents are supposed to love their children, why not you?“
She stopped walking and slowly turned around to face you.
„What did you say?“
„I said, parents are supposed to love their children. I read it.“
You spoke.
Your mother took a couple steps towards you.
„Parents only love their children, when they deserve it. I have no reason of being affectionate with you. Only bringing you into this world isn't enough.“
She gave you a cold stare.
„You stay in the basement and continue your training. I will lock the door and you are not allowed to stop until I unlock it.“
That was the last thing she said.
The heels of her boots hit the floor as she was leaving. It was so quiet that those were the only visible sounds around.
You sighed and prepared for training.

You sat in your room and let small amounts ou electricity zizzle around your fingers for fun.
It's been a couple weeks now and you weren't talking much anymore. You actually spent most of the time in your room, since Shigaraki also didn't order new things from the league.
You weren't sure if he was actually making new plans to kill All Might or if he spent the whole time in his room playing some new video games.
Actually, you weren't even sure what his goal was anymore.
Toga tried to hang out with you a couple times, but after you always denied she eventually stopped asking, since she didn't want to bother you.
Weird to say that about Toga, I know.
Today she was with Twice. You didn't exactly know what they were up to, but you also didn't care much.
You kept overthinking a lot. Maybe talking to Dabi would help, but you also didn't want to bother him, even though he promised to be there for you.
He had his girlfriend now and they were also spending a lot of time together.
Since the league wasn't as active as usual, he was barely home.
Spinner and Compress spent a lot of time getting drunk with Kurogiri.
You just decided to distance yourself from the rest.
You eventually let yourself fall back in the sheets and stared at the ceiling.
You felt this huge internal emptiness and didn't know how to stop it.
Your chest was moving up and down due to breathing, that was the only movement of your body.
Suddenly your door flew open and Dabi stumbled straight in your room without knocking and grabbed the window sill to catch himself from falling.
„Oh God, what the heck are you doing here? “
You screeched.
„Hey Y/n~“
You got up ot help him.
„Damn Dabi, are you drunk?“
You asked and grabbed his upper arm.
„Just a little hung over, Yuriko dropped me off.“
He could barely hold his eyes open.
„Wait, I'll help you to your room.“
You mumbled and pulled his arm around your shoulders.
„It's okay, I'll guide you.“
You walked him down the corridor to his room.
„Why were you actually coming to my room? I don't know... Just wanted to know.“
You asked and stopped in front of his door to open it.
„Wellll, I wanted to apologize.“
He said as you unlocked the door.
„For what?“
You asked and dumped Dabi onto his bed.
„For being a shitty friend. I was spending so much time with Yuriko and I completely forgot to check up on you. I wanted to apologize for that.“
He mumbled.
You sat down next to him on the mattress.
„It's okay, you know. I'm fine. Was the whole time.“
You let out a chuckle.
„You sound so fucking sarcastic, you know that?“
He asked and grabbed your arm to pull you down next to him.
„No, no. I'm not lying. I'm feeling great, amazing, totally awesome.“
„You're using to many synonyms at once for a person who's feeling alright.“
You turned your head away from him.
„Hey, I'm talking to you.“
He tried to grab your chin but he failed and his hand landed across your face.
'That's how Tomura feels like, right?'
„Sorry.“
He mumbled.
It made you smile. The fuck why? Oh you knew.
„I don't wanna be a shitty friend and let you don't. I don't want that. Please y/n, forgive me.“
„You are more than just a little bit hung over.“
You chuckled and looked at him.
„Don't worry, I'll forgive you.“
You responded with a soft smile after you noticed the worry sparking in his eyes.
„Thank you y/n.“
He suddenly wrapped his arms around you and pulled you in a tight hug.
You hugged him back and just enjoyed the moment we're you were straight up tangled with each other.
He smelled like alcohol, cigarettes, his cologne and a faint smell of Yurikos scent.
But luckily it was fading away and almost gone.
One of his hands was going through your hair again. You really liked the feeling of it, just like when he always used to give you head pats.
„You're very important to me, I promise I won't let you down. I know you're not feeling well at the time and if there's anything I can do, please let me know.“
He whispered.
'Break up with your girlfriend and never let me go again, is that even an option?'

I'd like Dabi to comfort me as well~
TwT