" 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕞𝕒𝕝𝕖.. " Trans!Tubbo (Royal AU) [On an on-off hiatus]

My head is a jungle..

Hey ya'll!
Zenith here!
This part is partially about the negative comments that were seen in the last part where "!r€n€'$" thoughts were very..negative-
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TW: I don't know- tell me in the comments-
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!r€n€'$ POV:
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I woke up to another day of light-
Boring I know-
I turned over to realise ranboo wasn't there.
I sat up on the bed and sleepily went to the bathroom.
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As I washed my face, I looked at myself in the mirror and looked at my multi-coloured eyes.
They were a green-ish blue and a yellow.
The yellow had the sign of a nuke and the other was just like a normal goats-
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I was interrupted with my description by my thoughts.
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Ew,they look gross.
How could Ranboo love such a ugly-faced person like you?
Well...maybe he doesn't.
Maybe he is faking it and using you,
Like.Everyone.Else.
Honestly I don't get what people see in you..'Irene'
"Shut up" I said harshly.
And why's that?
You gonna go cry in a corner you.PATHETIC.CRYBABY?
"No.." I replied.
Heh.
You are just as useless and weak as you were when you were younger.
I don't get why your father hasn't left you in the streets.
Tears pricked at my eyes as that sentence ended.
Awwww look at the little crybaby~
She's gonna cry~
So pathetic.
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I fell to the ground and burst out into tears.
Heh.
You really are a pathetic,weak crybaby.
And before they left
Oh!
Just a reminder.
They all hate you.
And with that they left...
-they all hate you-
I gripped onto my ears as an attempt to block out the words.
((Goat ears -Zenith))
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I snapped my eyes shut.
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It wouldn't stop..
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Please...
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Just..
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"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I shouted.
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I opened my eyes to see Ranboo kneeling infront me with a worried expression.
I just stared at him with wide eyes as the tears rolled down my face.
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I flung myself onto him and cried as he hugged back.
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that's it!
Hope ya'll enjoyed some lovely angst-
Goodbye!!!!