so i'm kind of afraid sometimes that people think i fake my emotions
because like,, i go through a lot of mood swings...
like i can go through kind of extreme ones ? like i'll be really depressed one minute then be happy as can be the next. so i'm like, what if people think i'm faking it for attention ? i think that's why i hate crying in front of people so much, because i'm afraid they'll think it's fake.
i don't know. maybe i do fake stuff and just not realize it. i mean i feel like most of my problems are probably fake anyway so like it would make sense.
idk i thought this would be a rant but it's just the single thought i guess. i'm afraid people think i'm fake
