WILD FLOWER

CHAPTER 17: HER SIGNATURE

SHIN ELIAZER'S POV

Nang makabawi sa pagkagulat ay tiningnan ko siya ng seryuso. I don't know if this is an act or what but seeing her made me sick.

"Pull yourself Xian stop this nonsense." I said coldly. Nagulat ako ng tiningnan ako ng malamig nito. Ang mga mata niyang dati puno ng pagmamahal at  awa ay napalitang ng nababagang malalamig na mga mata.

"You're right I should've." With that she slap me hard on my face. I was shocked but my mom is seriously looking at us while my brothers are silently chuckling. Lesha on the side is still in shocked and trembling.

"That's because for being st*pid." She slap me again. This time kaliwang pisngi ko naman ang tumabingi.

"That's for loving a trash." This time she slap me really hard. Nakaawang ang bibig ko sa ginawa niya.

"And that's for hurting me. Tho a slap would not enough, but that's for now. Let's enjoy the game." She said and smiled sweetly but coldly.

Napalunok ako at lahat kami ay nakasunod sa bawat galaw na ginagawa niya. She walk at the divider inside this house. She grab a brown envelop inside the drawer and a pen.

She took the thing inside and put her signature on it. I don't know but I feel like I was being abondoned. Lumunok ulit ako ng tumingin ito sakin ng seryuso at binato sakin ang brown envelop na may lamang divorce papers.

Pinulot ko ito at tiningnan. She already signed it. Her name is on the other side. Napalunok ulit ako hindi ko alam pero nanunuyo ang lalamunan ko.

"Sign it. Don't worry if you think I will go for your wealth rest assure that I won't be taking anything from you just sign and,put your signature on the other side." I don't know but I feel very angry. Hinawakan ko ng mahigpit ang papel.

"How dare you ask me to sign the divorce paper?" Galing kong tanong sa kaniya. Tumawa naman siya ng mapakla.

"Isn't it you who's really desperate to have my sign in it? You can be with your Lesha, Mr. Dela Costa." Natigilan ako sa narinig. It was me?

Tumingin ako kay Lesha ng nakitang nangungusap ang mga mata nito. I should be happy right? I could finally be with her? But what is this uncertain feeling? I don't understand hindi ako masaya. I feel dissapointed.

"What are you waiting Shin? Isn't it the thing you really want?" Sin mockingly said. I look at him but he just smirk.

"Come on big bro, sign it." Sean in second the motion. Nagtagis ang bagang ko at seryusong tiningnan si Xian.

"I don't want to sign it." I said. Ngumisi naman siya walang pasabing kinuha ang kutsilyo na nasa lamesa. How come there is a knife there?

Napasinghap ang lahat ng tinutok niya sa sariling leeg ang kutsilyo. Nagpanik si mama at susubukan sanang lumapit kay Xian.

"Sign the divore paper or I will kill myself. The people know that between you and me are not in good terms. If I'll die they'll think that the Dela Costa's is a murderer." Nagulantang ang lahat sa sinabi niya. Napahigpit ang hawak ko sa ballpen at papel na hawak ng makitang may umaagos na kunting dugo sa kaniyang leeg.

"What the f*ck don't hurt yourself Xian. It's too much." Ngumisi lamang siya sa sinabi ni Xin. She's serious.

"What the h*ll are you waiting for big bro, sign that f*cking divorce paper it's your f*cking fault anyway." Galit na sabi ni Sean. Nangiginig ang kamay kong inangat ang ballpen na hawak.

Suddenly someone came in. Nagulat siya ng makita ang kalagayan ni Xian.

"What the sh*t in h*ll do you think you're doing Xiang?" Tiningnan siya ni Xian at ngumiti ng matamis.

"Rinzel I was just having a fair game with the Dela Costa's." Tumingin naman ng masama si Rinzel sakin. Nagtagis ang bagang ko.

"Put the knife first. We can talk in different way don't hurt yourself." Unti-unti siyang lumapit kay Xian. Xian on the other hand is looking at me seriously.

"Sign it." D*mnit why it turns out to be like this. Is this what I want right? Gamit ang nanginginig kong kamay ay nailagay ko rin ang pangalan ko sa papel. She put the knife but it's still frrsh that she wounded herself.

"Announce our divorce in public I don't want to get in trouble with you." She coldly said and passed out.

"Xiang." Lalapit na sana ako ng tiningnan ako ng masama ni Rinzel. Is this an act? Trying to be tough and then pretend to be weak after? I don't get you at all Xian.